go play volleyball
im listening to kenna b/c im oldschool like that...welcome back sophmore year of highschool!!!
i got luggage from my daddy.. its hot pink.. and i was really excited b/c im lame.
i keep on forgetting i have my life planed.
i miss my friends.
i hung out with groser and saw the real him today.. i havent seen that in years, i liked it a lot.
im really excited for no reason right now.
remeber how i hate this thing??
remeber how im borring?
remeber how tomorrow is christmas... i got my presents from brother eric in san fran.. and i really want to open them... im a spoild slut.
ummmmmm im going crazy.. and had really back flashbacks cera yesterday and today.. it was scary and i cried with my step-grandma today.
i miss my petey.
i talked to nick for more than an hour last night but still feel like i didnt.. nothing was acomplished. there was nothing to be acomplished, but i feel like there should have been.
im going nuts.
i dont want to go to plainfield b/c im sick of my house there and dont want to see how spoild flo's son is and i dont want to eat b/c that all we know, i know full well i'll throw up again from it.
life has become a huge akward mess, but i dont think i would have it any other way.
again, im lame.
off to being oldschool!!
love,
caitlin anne
i got luggage from my daddy.. its hot pink.. and i was really excited b/c im lame.
i keep on forgetting i have my life planed.
i miss my friends.
i hung out with groser and saw the real him today.. i havent seen that in years, i liked it a lot.
im really excited for no reason right now.
remeber how i hate this thing??
remeber how im borring?
remeber how tomorrow is christmas... i got my presents from brother eric in san fran.. and i really want to open them... im a spoild slut.
ummmmmm im going crazy.. and had really back flashbacks cera yesterday and today.. it was scary and i cried with my step-grandma today.
i miss my petey.
i talked to nick for more than an hour last night but still feel like i didnt.. nothing was acomplished. there was nothing to be acomplished, but i feel like there should have been.
im going nuts.
i dont want to go to plainfield b/c im sick of my house there and dont want to see how spoild flo's son is and i dont want to eat b/c that all we know, i know full well i'll throw up again from it.
life has become a huge akward mess, but i dont think i would have it any other way.
again, im lame.
off to being oldschool!!
love,
caitlin anne