Nov 04, 2006 22:39
I actually feel like I am half dead right now. I am reaching the limit of the amount of stress I can handle. I am not very hungry anymore....at all, I want to sleep constantly and I guess I just feel utterly depressed and I just wanna give up. I have a crap load of work to do and make up and thats an understatement...a BIG understatement. My mom won't let me fucking sleep until I have everything done. I'm not kidding. She's like in extreme psycho mode. My pony is STILL not better, my spanish teacher is making me just wanna drop spanish all together. I hate it...I hate school, I hate the fucking SAT's (which I had to take today) I hate everything...I've reached the limit and I can't take it anymore...I can't. I can't focus on anything right now cuz I can barely see straight or even see at all. My head hurts, the world is spinning and I can't focus. I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!