We were down today, because we felt underappreciated by everyone, the way girls sometimes do.
Jenny and I talked a bit about being jealous of other people's lives today. "But are people jealous of us?" she seemed to doubt that. No no no. Don't do that. No depressy for either of us. That's no good.
Cause, look:
Jenny is jealous of people who have crazy real life friends who will dress up with them.
People are jealous of us cause we do crazy shit and act like eight year olds and we don't give a damn.
People are jealous of me cause get to see people they don't.
I am jealous of people cause they have creative writing classes.
Jenny is jealous of me cause my life is a crazy road trip.
I'm jealous of Jenny cause she has a home that she loves and a mom who she loves sharing it with.
And everybody is jealous of anyone with a faster internet connection.
I told Jenny that we're all jealous of each other, cause we all have things that the others don't have. None of us live the perfect life. Our lives just suck in different ways. And they rock in different ways. And that is my insight of the day.
Right now, Jenny and I are jealous of anyone who gets any kind of attention. Oh, and emails. Everybody who gets nice emaisl sucks.