2 all-nighters in a row. and a late night coming up. sweet. i'll have been awake for ...let's see...ifi go to bed at one am sunday...from 9 am thursday...uhm...i can't even do math when i'm normal-functioning, as rare as that is. god, i hate me sometimes. :/ it's all good, though. hopefully things'll go smoothly this weekend. ok. so 9am thurs to 9 am fri is 24. and 9am fri to 9am sat is 24. that makes 48. 9pm saturday makes 60. i'll have been awake 64 straight hours, except for the 5 minutes on the futon in piraeus before dinner. does that count? i didn't fall all the way asleep...go me...so instead of being productive, of course i'm going to do half-a-dozen or so repetitive, meaningless surveys. god forbid i use my time effecively...
do you ever read into these things? sometimes i try, but i wonder if i'm supposed to...you can read into mine, especially when i'm in a mood.
also: i want salsa shoes. i am now excited about dancing again. funny how 5 minutes and one quick dip can do that. thanks mike :)
ok. here we go...
1.Whats the connection between you and the last person you called
classmates and friends.
2. What is wrong with you right now?
gah. i'm ridiculous.
3. Do you miss your first love?
not really
4. When did you last cry?
i have no idea
5. Who do you hate?
sometimes myself
6. What do you want in your life right now?
handleablity?
7. Are you happy?
mostly. i guess. been better, been worse.
8.Something you're looking foward to?
stuff?
9. What do you smell like?
cooking
10. Drinking?
nothing at the moment
11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
my boyfriend (in a snuggly way). or my girls.
12. What did you do on your last birthday?
finals, i think. i don't remember it.
13. What do you wear to bed?
usually pj pants and a tank
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
i make everything complicated. sheesh. but i'm trying really, really hard not to.
15. What are you doing/did today?
studying my ass off, running errands
16. What was the last movie you went to?
idk...
17. Is your shirt new?
relatively
18. Do you live next to your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
no, but pretty close to a few of them.
19. Are you scared of bugs?
nope
20. Are you a cuddler?
oh heck yes.
21. Do you like doing these surveys?
i suppose.
22. What do you think of Eminem?
he's alright. sometimes i'm in the mood for his music. sometimes not.
23. Do you read?
mhmm. mostly academic stuff. some medical.
24. Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
yes :)
25. Last thing that made you cry?
i don't remember. last thing i can think of was the hospital mixup on monday.
26. Whose house have you been to within the past 24 hours
piraeus
27. Ever been arrested?
no
28. Do you like anyone right now?
because i know what you mean, yes, you could call it that. i usually like people though.
29. Are you bored?
kinda, mostly tired
30. What is the last movie you watched?
idk
31. Do you say "dawg" a lot?
nope
32. What are you excited about?
dancing. this has been asked like 5 times.
33.What are you doing tomorrow?
be busy. and awake.
34. Who was last to cook for you?
my class
35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts?
noooo, and youre weird for asking
36. What’s on your mind right now?
not much of anything. trying to sort things out. idk.
37. Whats something people do on myspace that you don't like?
posting their whines as bulletins. or...preteens posting seductive pics.
38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "D."
diane
39. Do you care what others think about you?
sometimes. more than i should. but i'm getting better about it.
40. What's something you should do right now?
latin. i will when i finish this. and since i started at the end, i'll be done pretty soon.
41. Do you trust people easily?
not as easily anymore. which is too bad.
42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
myabe. who knows?
43. Would you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
without hesitation
44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
maybe getting healthy. the psa conference. passing classes.
1. Initials:
cpm
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
bing crosby
3. Favorite fruit?
strawberry or orange
4. For or against same sex marriage?
for. who am i to dictate other peoples' choices, if they're not hurting anybody? should they be able to say who i'm allowed to be with?
5. Are you allergic to anything?
some meds.
6. Are you bisexual?
nope.
7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes?
yep
8. How many U.S states have you been to?
several
9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
2
10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
nope. i've been alive and outside the united states at the same time, but not lived there.
11. Name something physical you like about yourself?
my eyes
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself?
i'm "a darling girl"
13. Do you have any pets?
not at school, because fishy died.
14. What is your dream car?
idk
15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
ireland. or something. right now? oxford. shut up. :P
16. Are you bipolar?
not that i know of
17. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive?
whatever they want. i really don't care.
18. Where would you want to go on a first date?
something creative.
19. Would you date the person who posted this before you
uhm, no. sorry, leese. i'm taken.
20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
yep. a couple of people.
21. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
nope...i don't think...
22. What was the last text message you received:
"nah, be back soon"
23. Have you ever bungee jumped?
no. and now i never can.
24. Have you ever white water rafted?
no
25. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
yep.
26. Are you racist?
nope. some people say that's not possible. but i'm not. i judge, but it's not based on skin color. it's based on whether you're an idiot or a jerk or a nice person.
27. What song are you listening to right now?
guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus. good song.
28. What's your favorite song at the moment?
i have a bunch
29. What was the last movie you watched?
i don't remember
30. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
hopkins
31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
not that i can remember.
32. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
mhmm. i have brothers.
33. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
height
34. What's your fav. body part on the opposite sex?
eyes
35. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
vanilla latte or something like that
36. Say something totally random about yourself:
i am.
37. Do you have an iPod?
shuffle
38. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah
39. Do you have freckles?
only around the outside of my left eye
40. Are you comfortable with your height?
sure
41. Do you love someone right now?
i love lots of someones right now. they know who they are.
42. How tall are you?
not very. 5' 3.
43. Do you speak any other language other than english?
nope
44. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
a few times
45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
yeah. it was the single worst day of my life and i remember all of it.
46. Do you watch MTV?
once in a while
48. What's something that really annoys you?
not sleeping. my body. being disorganized.
50. Do you like Michael Jackson?
meh. ish. i like some of his music.
51. Have you ever surfed?
kind of. not well.
52. Do you know how to pump gas?
yep. i'm a big girl.
53. Do you drive?
yes
54. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
uh...i have no idea. all night?
55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
i have. and i did. woo hoo.
56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
yep. yay graduation.
57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
yep. doesn't mean i did it.
58. What's your favorite state to live in?
grace
59. What color is your hair?
brownish
60.What color are your eyes?
blue
61. Do you have any special talents?
not really
62. Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
water
63. Favorite city?
chicago or seattle, maybe, but i haven't spent much time in many.
64. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
not yet. and now it could kill me. but we'll see.
65. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
a wench? idk.
67. Last thing you watched on TV?
idk
68. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
nope
69. Have you ever taken a roadtrip?
yeah with family
1. When was the last time you shaved your face?
uhm...never.
2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
just getting back from work
3. What were you doing 5 minutes ago?
this
4. What are you wearing?
sweats and a blue shirt with my red sweatshirt
5. Are you mad at anyone right now?
nope
7.Last person to send you a text?
mark
9. Have you ate anything yet?
not technically today
10. Have you been naked today?
yep
11. Do you have any famous relatives?
uhm...kind of?
12. Have you ever had sex in a public place?
ah no. that's weird.
13. Have you ever kissed in a public place?
yep
14. How many different drinks have you had today?
3
16. What have you eaten today?
uhm...airborn, scalloped potatoes with ham, rolls, bonnie's broccoli salad, gummy bears...
17.Are you good at math?
nope
18. Do you have plans on Saturday night?
salsa dancing. i'm going to be pissed if they have me come in to work.
19. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
sometimes
20. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
in about 5 i will have been just now. yay me.
21. Do you like the ocean?
yes
23. What are you excited about?
dancing. figuring out school and work and life. kind of. ok not really. but i'm getting there.
24. What did you do Friday?
uhm...today? lots. worked, came back, went back to work, dinner, then hw
25. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
nope
26. Where do you keep your change?
in a jar and in my purse
27. Who is the best person in your life right now?
me. lol. jkjk. my daddy? or patrick or my brothers or tarin. they all look out for me.
28. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
with somebody, generally. depends who though.
29. What was the weather like on your birthday?
i have no idea
30. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
uhm no. i'm related to them
25 facts and 13 secrets
Today Have You....
1. Talk to a cute boy/girl?
mhmm. lol. oh honors...we're so silly...
2. Talked to an ex?
of sorts. like "bye."
3. Missed someone?
yes
-Last Person Who-
4. Laid in bed with you?
uhm...nate? but we were more propped up watching shows on my laptop than really laying at all, because that'd be weird. so...alex. baby alex.
5. Last person made you cry?
me
6. Went to the movies with?
i don't remember
7. Went to the mall with?
uhm...my little cousins?
8. Made you laugh?
laura
9. Said they love you?
my sissy <3 lala!
10. What are you most scared of?
not much right now. losing the people i love.
11. Does anyone like you?
maybe..... you'll have to ask him
12. Do you like being around people?
generally, but i get realy tired really fast just being social
13. Have you cried recently?
not really. little bit.
14. Are you lonely right now?
yeah. ish. i'm fine.
15. Song stuck in your head?
all will be well- gabe dixon
16. Have you been on radio/tv?
both!
17. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
yep. i know better now.
18. What time is it?
343 am
19. How much cash do you have on you right now?
$10ish
21. Who got you to join Myspace?
uhm...idk
22. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up?
yeah...
23. What web site do you visit the most?
zagmail or facebook
24. Do you have any plants in your room?
nope
25. Who was the last person to talk to you?
patrick
-13 SECRETS-
1. WHAT DOES YOUR DISPLAY NAME MEAN?
my first and initials
2.WHERE WAS YOU DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN!
my house
3. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT,WOULD YOU LISTEN?
probably. if they earned it. or hadn't lost the privilege.
4. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
puppy and bear?
5. HOW ARE THINGS GOING IN YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP?
they'd be wonderful if it weren't so spread out...but we're dealing.
6. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
probably not
7. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
uhm...a cat
8. HAVE YOU EVER SuNG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE
yep
9. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
height, honestly.
11. Do u still watch kiddy movies or t.v shows?
i heart hannah montana!
12. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
not really
13. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
my head.
1. Who has seen you in your underwear lately?
uhm...tarin maybe? or mellie.
2. Is it awkward when you run into your exes?
some of them. not too bad though. i can handle it. yay self-confidence.
3. Have you kissed someone this past week?
only my parents
4. When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
john this evening, nate on wednesday. he's been on a retreat though.
5. What did you do the last time you were home alone?
i have no idea. but as i was leaving, i smacked my head on my car door frame and had to go sit and get un-dizzy before i drove home. now they think i may have had a mild concussion. sweet.
6. Do you ever wanna know who you are going to marry?
well yeah. when i marry them. *smacks forehead* stupid question.
7. Have you ever watched the Real World?
nope
8. How much cash do you have on you?
$10
9. Who are the 3rd and 7th texts in your phone?
mark and katie infantine
10. Are you tanned?
not much anymore
11. Are you upset with anyone?
not really. idk.
12. Do you talk to the person you have a thing for?
when i can
13. Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
yes :(
14. Did you get any compliments today?
yeah :D
15. Have you ever gone to court?
its been threatened...*shakes head*
16. Are you friends with your neighbors?
some of them...lol
17. Have you ever punched a guy?
yep
18. Do you get jealous easily?
yes.
19. Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
yep
20. Egged someones house?
no
21. Have you ever had a crush on your brother or sisters friends?
kind of...
22. Have you ever gone to the beach?
mhmm. <3
23. What are you listening to?
misic
24. Do you remember your music teachers name from elementry school?
uhm...not from pope john, but we had miss ward at st charlse
25. How good is your eyesight?
it depends on my head.
26. Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
yes!
27. Have you ever been out of your country?
yep. mexico and canada.
28. Would your parents be mad if you got suspended for fighting?
oh heck yes
29. Do you have a Honda, Toyota or Nissan?
ford
30. What time did you wake up this morning?
i didn't
31. What are you doing saturday?
wholebunch
32. What is in your back pocket?
i don't have a back pocket
33. What were you doing at 3am this morning?
working. almost having my "lunch" break.
34. What do you usually do first in the morning?
turn the alarm off. again. and again.
35. Who is your favorite band?
uhm...i don't have one favorite, but glen hansard is fantastic
36. Made out for more than 3 minutes?
mhmm
37. Slept in a different bed?
yeah
38. Made out in a cinema?
mhmm
39. Made out with 2 different people in one night?
uhm...yes? i don't know...
40. Thought your cousin was hot?
lol. they are! i have a generally attractive family
41. Been in love?
very much so.
42. Slept in past noon?
yep. you didn't ask what time i'd gone to bed...
43. Gone over the speed limit?
a little...
44. What color is your room?
off white
45. Drove a van?
yep. until my brothers wrecked it
46. Last time you went to a party?
uhm...kind of this evening
47. Gotten a hickey?
yep
48. Been to China?
nope
49. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
mhmm
50. Been in a fist fight?
yep
51. Snuck out of your house?
not really anywhere to go, but i have
52. Had feelings for someone who did not have them back?
of course. try celebrities.
53. Had sex at school?
lol
54. Made out with a stranger?
kind of
55. Ditched school to do something more fun?
yep
56. What should you be doing now?
studying latin, since my body for some reason refuses to sleep.
1. Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
yep
2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
mhmm
3. Are you obsessed with someone?
only myself :/...i wish i were kidding...
4. What is the best thing about your job?
i get to do cool stuff. and i get money for it.
5. Do you like more than one person right now?
not like-like. i like lots of people. all my friends. but i like-like one person.
6. Name something that you would love to eat right now:
i don't really know. i don't feel like eating right now.
7. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
yeah
18. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
hasn't everyone?
19. Have you ever gone camping?
yep yep
20. Are you single?
nope :D
21. Have you ever gone to a nude beach?
not yet, but there's one named after my family in hawaii
22. Have you ever had a stalker?
mhmm
24. Thirsty?
kind of
25. Listening to music? What are you listening to?
calabria
27. Have you ever lied to your parents?
yep
28. Have you ever worn your best friend's clothes?
yep
29. Have you ever thrown up from working out
yep. yay cross country and subway awards!
31. Where are your siblings right now?
montana and idaho. yay us!
32. Do you still talk to the last person you kissed other than family?
mhmm. but not enough. :/
33. Name five things you have done in the past 3days:
worked, eaten, driven
34. Last person who you called?
katie beno
35. Future kids names?
i told my mom i'd name one of my kids chiari, just to be a smartass. she wasn't amused. (it's my brain thing)
36. What are you doing tomorrow?
you mean today? when i finish this, studying for my latin quiz, which is scaring me way more than it should. then driving to coeur d'alene to get my dad. then driving with my dad up to schweitzer, just to test my car. then coming back to spokane. then maybe going shopping with bonnie or tarin or both. then going salsa dancing.
37. Are you on a laptop or a desktop?
laptop
38. What is your mood?
unmotivated and frustrated because of it.
39. Is anyone jealous of you?
they should be, sometimes
40. When is the last time you got flowers?
uhm...this fall
41. Where were you 2 hours ago?
here.
42. What were you doing last night?
working the emergency room, being my charming self
43. What does your hair look like right now?
kinda cute but will need a wash soon.
44. Has anyone ever used you?
mhmm. it's super. don't do it.
45. Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
pfffft no. lol...yes :)
46. have you eaten today?
some. i did ok.
47. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
bothish
48. Who were you last in a car with?
mark, ben and katie
49. What are you looking forward to do?
dancing
50.what did you do yesterday?
class. cooked. work.
1. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
i didn't wake up this morning, but i smiled all night. yay er!
2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
i don't, really. :/
3. How is life going for you right now?
if i were healthier it'd be getting to good. but i miss my favorite people.
4. When was the last time you held someones hand?
my little cousins' a couple days ago
5. What are you doing right now?
multi-tasking. but not what i should be doing
6. What color is the shirt you wearing?
blue
7.Who was the last guy/girl you spoke to?
patrick
8. Last words you spoke?
bye
9. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter "B"?
yep
10. Can you count all the people you've kissed on your fingers and toes?
yep
11. What's the best feeling you've ever had?
just feeling glowey-because you're loved, because you can do something well-any reason
12. Who was the last person, of the opposite sex you talked to through the phone?
patrick. yay skype!
14. What is the next concert you're going to?
no idea
15. How many physical fights have you gotten into?
enough but probably not all
16. Are you in a good mood?
gah no
17. Can you play the guitar?
little bit
18. Do you like someone?
:) yep
19. The last person you argued with?
myself?
20. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm...
21. Is any part of your body sore?
when is it not?
22. What do you wear more jeans, sweatpants, or slacks?
jeans
23. What is the last movie you watched?
i don't remember. elizabethtown?
24. What do you currently hear right now?
little big town
26. Who was your first kiss of 2008?
i haven't kissed anyone this year. except family. so...my mom? that's weird...
27. Do you have your tongue pierced?
nope
28. Where did you sleep last?
i'm not sure. piraeus if you count it, or corkery if you don't
29. What's your biggest regret?
i learned from most of what i've done. so not much.
30. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
mostly.
31.When was the last time you went interstate?
idk, but tomorrow will be the next time
32. Favorite type of music?
all kinds. country, "adult alternative"...
33. What do you think of the person you took this from?
i miss her
34. What do you currently smell like?
food? or smoke or something cooking-ish? with an undertone of hospital. yum.
35. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
old enough to deal with them.
36. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football. heck yes.
37. Missing someone right now?
always
38. Write something random?
oh bear...
39. Where is your number one person on your friends list?
idk. school probably.
40. What does your MySpace name mean?
it's my name
41. Do you like dancing?
absolutely. so long as i like either the person i'm dancing with or their style of dancing. or both.
42. name your favorite kind of shoes.
latin ballroom shoes, right now. or flopflops. or cute heels.
43. How much money do have on you?
none, atm
44. What's something that bothers you?
lots of things are bothering me right now. mostly because i'm cranky. but not because i'm tired.
45. Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
not for reasons they shouldn't be.
46. What room are you in?
mine, in corkery.
47. Do you speak another language other than English?
not really.
48. What made you happy today?
dancing. however briefly. i want to be so much better than i am.
49. Are you on the computer?
of course
50. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with?
my honors class
51. Do you like school?
i suppose
52. What's the most important thing you've discovered about yourself lately?
that i don't know pretty much anything. idk. something like that. that i have a hard time treating people when i am much, much sicker than they are. but at the same time, that i hate being treated like i'm fragile. idk. i'm in one hell of a mood though.
53. Where did your last hug take place?
hopkins
54. Where did your last kiss take place?
corkery
55. Are you confused?
probably. i just don't realize it.