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i'm not going to do an update like jocelyn about friendship, i'm just gonna say i agree when she says she hates drama. and i've decided i won't deal with it. if you don't like me, please let me know, don't talk abotu me behind my back or hang out with me and pretend to be my friend. i won't do this to you either.
UGH. i like benny. it feels like he is the only person on my side lately, but i'm ok with that.
now to get to the juicy stuff, cait benson ONCE AGAIN hurt herself at gymnastics. spent my night in the emergency room tofind out i tore the talo ligament in my ankle on my left leg. everything happens tothis leg. i am in a huge walking cast and it absolutely fucking sucks. happy christmas to me. i hate crying and being hurt and having to depend on people for help. this is the worst feeling. what did i do to deserve this? honestly. this hurts so much, the only thing i want to do is compete for my last friggin year as the captain of my favorite team ever. i was finally getting things back together with my knee and then my ankle bails on me. this isn't fair. i'm sick of sitting in waiting rooms at the hospital and having doctors tell me to quit gymnastics if i don't want to have problems with my leg for the rest of my life. i am faced with such a huge decision. heal quickly, risk getting hurt to have an amazing season with my gymnastics team as their captain, or quit and do nothing and prevent this from ever happening again?
i'm gonna punch myself in the face.
UGH. i like benny. it feels like he is the only person on my side lately, but i'm ok with that.
now to get to the juicy stuff, cait benson ONCE AGAIN hurt herself at gymnastics. spent my night in the emergency room tofind out i tore the talo ligament in my ankle on my left leg. everything happens tothis leg. i am in a huge walking cast and it absolutely fucking sucks. happy christmas to me. i hate crying and being hurt and having to depend on people for help. this is the worst feeling. what did i do to deserve this? honestly. this hurts so much, the only thing i want to do is compete for my last friggin year as the captain of my favorite team ever. i was finally getting things back together with my knee and then my ankle bails on me. this isn't fair. i'm sick of sitting in waiting rooms at the hospital and having doctors tell me to quit gymnastics if i don't want to have problems with my leg for the rest of my life. i am faced with such a huge decision. heal quickly, risk getting hurt to have an amazing season with my gymnastics team as their captain, or quit and do nothing and prevent this from ever happening again?
i'm gonna punch myself in the face.