STOP JERKING ME AROUND
So my dad comes home last night and informs me that he has given up and will just let me do what I want but won't help me or pay for school. Okay cool! I get to get my money together so I can pay for it myself, hooray!
Of course this lasts all of a few hours when this morning I am told by Marsha that if I don't enroll in what they want me in I'm not going to school and I have to leave.... okay so why didn't you tell me this from the begining? How am I supposed to plan this if I don't know what is going on. My confusion for some reason is a huge insult to them and once again I'm a stupid bitch.
So now what do I do? Sell my soul and take whatever they want me to and waste even more time (looking like it'll go on about 8 years or more before I'm done if you include all the time since High School) doing something I don't give a shit about then waste more time while I finally get to persue my actual goal when I'm done being their puppet? Or should I just say "fuck it" and find a job, move out, then worry about possibly paying on my own somehow?
Oh god I can't take any more of this shit, I'm gonna go fucking crazy.