i get distracted by you...
its that time again.
my parents arnt talking
my mom told my dad to leave and to get a divorce...my dad said he doesnt take the easy way out of things.
we go through this 2-3 times a year.
my father and I got into an argument 2 weeks ago before he left for Chicago to go see Eric.When he came back he still wasnt talking to me.It killed me.
i couldnt swollow my fucking pride though. i cant. im not that kind of person.
Id swollow blood before i swollow my pride.
finally though,we talked and we got everything out.i was happy.Hes the one i love in this family most of all. i knew i hurt him bad.He had never stopped talking to me before and never ignored me for days...thats something my mother does,not him.
but i still couldnt make the first move and go to him and apologize.
i waited for him to come to me.
Today was Megans birthday!!!
YAY for her. Next week i am taking her to Vegas. Chelsey might come with.
i went shopping today.300 dollars on cloths in one store and i only got 4 shirts and a jacket.
thanx mom <3
shes been really nice to me lately.taking me shopping and dinner.
when they fight i have to choose sides.
well,im going to play for both teams this time.
we are planning Chelseys baby shower for next month.She will be 7 months by then.
shes getting HUGE,its cute<3 she told me i will be Landyns daddy and we will raise him together forever.
Ian and i got into a fight and i stopped talking to him Wednesday.
he has text me and called me and told me he misses me but i dont answer his phone calls or reply to his text messages.
im tired of playing his little game.im tired of him having Carla and me.Why should he get to have his cake and eat it to? he tells me hes not happy with her.So he has me.
but im not one to sit around and wait for someone.Im not going to be patient and let him stay with his girlfriend and see me on the side.
im not a very patient person.
knowing me though,ill probably end up talking to him next week.
i do miss him,but im always missing someone.i miss a lot of people daily.
TODAY...
Ian
TumTum
Nate
my parents arnt talking
my mom told my dad to leave and to get a divorce...my dad said he doesnt take the easy way out of things.
we go through this 2-3 times a year.
my father and I got into an argument 2 weeks ago before he left for Chicago to go see Eric.When he came back he still wasnt talking to me.It killed me.
i couldnt swollow my fucking pride though. i cant. im not that kind of person.
Id swollow blood before i swollow my pride.
finally though,we talked and we got everything out.i was happy.Hes the one i love in this family most of all. i knew i hurt him bad.He had never stopped talking to me before and never ignored me for days...thats something my mother does,not him.
but i still couldnt make the first move and go to him and apologize.
i waited for him to come to me.
Today was Megans birthday!!!
YAY for her. Next week i am taking her to Vegas. Chelsey might come with.
i went shopping today.300 dollars on cloths in one store and i only got 4 shirts and a jacket.
thanx mom <3
shes been really nice to me lately.taking me shopping and dinner.
when they fight i have to choose sides.
well,im going to play for both teams this time.
we are planning Chelseys baby shower for next month.She will be 7 months by then.
shes getting HUGE,its cute<3 she told me i will be Landyns daddy and we will raise him together forever.
Ian and i got into a fight and i stopped talking to him Wednesday.
he has text me and called me and told me he misses me but i dont answer his phone calls or reply to his text messages.
im tired of playing his little game.im tired of him having Carla and me.Why should he get to have his cake and eat it to? he tells me hes not happy with her.So he has me.
but im not one to sit around and wait for someone.Im not going to be patient and let him stay with his girlfriend and see me on the side.
im not a very patient person.
knowing me though,ill probably end up talking to him next week.
i do miss him,but im always missing someone.i miss a lot of people daily.
TODAY...
Ian
TumTum
Nate