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I am so sick of this never-ending cycle of ups and downs. Of course the ups never bother me.. it's just the downfall that gets me every time. Today just started out bad. I woke up late and didn't have time to take a shower before work and got ready and on my way to work I fucking wrecked my car. Great. So then I didn't go to work.. just sat around with this headache and then take a shower and Mickey and Kyle came over.. everything was fine then boom. Everything comes crashing down. So let's see here.. been crying for about 2 1/2 hours now.. I can't wait until today is over.. except tomorrow won't be much better. My brother's moving to Chicago tomorrow. This could possibly be the worst weekend ever. And for 2 weeks I couldn't wait for this weekend.. I just can't believe I was stupid enough to think that you felt the same. I've never been in so much pain I can't even explain the way that I feel right now.. heartbroken.