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I had an urge to feel pain so I got my nose pierced today. Yesterday I was putting my car into the garage to vacuum it out before I left mum and dad’s to go back to Brissy. The new puppy had followed me outside without me noticing and I ran him over and killed him.
It was without a doubt the worst moment of my life thus far. I have never felt so much guilt and self loathing. Somehow getting a guy to shove a needle in my nose evened the emotional pain with the physical. I want it to hurt.
It was without a doubt the worst moment of my life thus far. I have never felt so much guilt and self loathing. Somehow getting a guy to shove a needle in my nose evened the emotional pain with the physical. I want it to hurt.