In a Small Town...
So for the 1st time for like a year, I'm not sure if I want to go back to school tomorrow. Maybe that stems from the fact that for the first time in a long time, Home feels like Home again. This vacation was really good. Annie, Andrea, and I lived it up. It had its ups and downs but it feels like the group is actually coming back together again. Tonight felt so good to have everybody in 1 place watching a game and being weird and crazy.
I love school and everything and once i get there i'll be pumped but there was something about saying goodbye to everyone tonight that made me so sad. Last semester was kinda tough on me at school and I didn't really feel myself a lot of the times. I got really stressed out about friendships and especially school stuff that by the end, I just wanted to get out. And i feel bad about the way I treated some people but I just really needed space to think about some stuff at that point in time. So I'm a little apprehensive about going back. This semester is gonna be really hard with school work and I'm not looking forward to that.
I miss Marc. Haven't seen him for a week and won't see him for another week bc he's going to Florida :-( Weeeeeh. I wish my friends from home got to meet him over this vaca. I also wish it was easier to balance all the things I've got going in my life or that there was some sort of middle ground.
In some ways I am excited to go back to school though...sips with the girls on random nights and i have a $45 gift certificate to the 99 and im taking some of the girls out to eat. I'll be fine once I move back in.
I love school and everything and once i get there i'll be pumped but there was something about saying goodbye to everyone tonight that made me so sad. Last semester was kinda tough on me at school and I didn't really feel myself a lot of the times. I got really stressed out about friendships and especially school stuff that by the end, I just wanted to get out. And i feel bad about the way I treated some people but I just really needed space to think about some stuff at that point in time. So I'm a little apprehensive about going back. This semester is gonna be really hard with school work and I'm not looking forward to that.
I miss Marc. Haven't seen him for a week and won't see him for another week bc he's going to Florida :-( Weeeeeh. I wish my friends from home got to meet him over this vaca. I also wish it was easier to balance all the things I've got going in my life or that there was some sort of middle ground.
In some ways I am excited to go back to school though...sips with the girls on random nights and i have a $45 gift certificate to the 99 and im taking some of the girls out to eat. I'll be fine once I move back in.