Aug 22, 2010 19:48
things are happening, quick, fast, super lightning warp speed.
ryan is getting married in november. crazy, i know.
i graduate in december.
i am praying about attending a TEFL school in january. (january 10-february 4th)
its so weird that this whole college thing is going to be finished in 4.5 months.
surreal.
ive been waiting, stoked out to be graduating.
but now, the day before my final semester, im freaking a little.
what am i doing? im getting a degree in a random field. not something i actually want to do, just something that i picked to graduate faster.
its daunting thinking about no college. about being a real adult with a real job, and bills, and things like that.
i know that its actually far off since my plan is to join the peace corps, but still.
its still surreal. its still bizarre. it doesnt make it less scary.
and by scary, i mean terrifying. i have no clue what comes next.
and what if im not accepted to the peace corps? then what?