Apr 09, 2010 20:29
it is pathetic that i feel like this:
i feel like this is all pointless.
there is nothing really driving me, motivating me from day to day.
nothing to truly jump out of bed for, ecstatic for the day for.
im not suicidal by any means, just bored.
i feel like im waiting for the next big leap. the next test of faith.
the next.
whatever it is, i feel like sitting in college waiting for it is a huge waste.
i feel without purpose.