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May 09, 2006 18:00

the winter '06 semester definitely did a number on me.
i became a part of the sorority life and all the drama that goes along with it.
i've made good friends (or at least i had thought i had some..), lost good friends, and became better friends with those i love.
i've related more to life at gv than i ever have.
i'm more open with my dad about things, hell we share drunk stories!
dare i say it, i am getting along slightly better with my mom?
i've realized that there are two types of assholes:
the first, those who are vicious sons of bitches that can't keep their hands to themselves, can't tell the truth, and don't care about hurting others...thus screwing you physically
the second, those who claim to be your friend, but when it comes down to it, they treat you like shit more times than act like a friend, and use you until someone better comes along...these assholes pretty much don't know what they want and can't be straight with you, thus screwing with you mentally
i've learned to be persistant, maybe it will eventually get you somewhere.
i've realized how selfish people can be.
i've noticed that i can be a bitch when i need to be. and i'm fucking good at it. fuck yeah!
i will always need my HOPE friends and family, they are forever in my heart and never judge me.
staying out all night is okay, as long as you can deal with the loss of sleep and still keep up with the rest of the world.
having a few beers with some friends on a school night really isn't as bad as it sounds, as long as you aren't stupid about it.
i can't worry about what others think about me. if they don't take the time to talk to me and know me for the person i am, then fuck them.
i really need to decide what i want to do. music? theater? poli sci? so many fucking options, i wish i knew what to do.
i am me.
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