ugh
yes, i realized that i haven't poseted in a long time and the time i do i am complaining but it has to do be done.
lindsay is driving me up a wall. it was never like this last year, because i think we had seth to balance us out. but now i cannot stand being in the same room as her. i have never seen her so rude as she has been lately.
it's not her as a roommate either, it is her as a person. the person that use to respect my space and me as a person is gone. the person who i enjoyed coming home to talk with...gone. i almost cannot stand having her around. she makes my blood boil.
it's the repetative askings if i am ok, if i am angry, what is wrong that starts it. to assume i'm angry means that you don't know me. to keep prodding into my psyche is annoying. if i am reacting blankly at you it's just i am feeling at the time...i am not mad. i don't usually get mad. she's been there when i'm mad. she know's me mad.
then there is the fact that she comes to me with every problem in her life. that's not what i am upset about. i don't mind that...if it's reciprocated. but once the subject is off of her and onto something i deam important it's not to her. so lets change the subject.
lastly her noise factor. not only did i have to come down myself at 5 in the morning to break up a party at our house, get made fun of by the guy that stayed at our house, and don't get a significant apologize. but then get yelled for the smallest noise violation. i get totally yelled at for forgetting to call her on kristy's birthday when she left us, and then get yelled at because i was celebrating my win in her face.
ugh, she is being totally intolerable. i just want to cry. my only escapes are my other housemates when they are around and my other friends. but it's getting to the point where i am just avoiding her. it was never like this before. i lived with her for a full school year. why is this so different? i am so frustrated i could just scream.
lindsay is driving me up a wall. it was never like this last year, because i think we had seth to balance us out. but now i cannot stand being in the same room as her. i have never seen her so rude as she has been lately.
it's not her as a roommate either, it is her as a person. the person that use to respect my space and me as a person is gone. the person who i enjoyed coming home to talk with...gone. i almost cannot stand having her around. she makes my blood boil.
it's the repetative askings if i am ok, if i am angry, what is wrong that starts it. to assume i'm angry means that you don't know me. to keep prodding into my psyche is annoying. if i am reacting blankly at you it's just i am feeling at the time...i am not mad. i don't usually get mad. she's been there when i'm mad. she know's me mad.
then there is the fact that she comes to me with every problem in her life. that's not what i am upset about. i don't mind that...if it's reciprocated. but once the subject is off of her and onto something i deam important it's not to her. so lets change the subject.
lastly her noise factor. not only did i have to come down myself at 5 in the morning to break up a party at our house, get made fun of by the guy that stayed at our house, and don't get a significant apologize. but then get yelled for the smallest noise violation. i get totally yelled at for forgetting to call her on kristy's birthday when she left us, and then get yelled at because i was celebrating my win in her face.
ugh, she is being totally intolerable. i just want to cry. my only escapes are my other housemates when they are around and my other friends. but it's getting to the point where i am just avoiding her. it was never like this before. i lived with her for a full school year. why is this so different? i am so frustrated i could just scream.