T-Minus Eight Hours Until I Get to Sleep
I don't know why,
but I actually enjoyed this .
[CURRENT .. ]
- Current Clothes: Dollhouse jeans, cream-colored A&F sweatshirt with faux-fur lined hood mmmmmm.
- Current Mood: sleepy like you would not believe.
- Current Music: Joni Mitchell "The Magdalene Laundries"
- Current Taste: sugar-free Red Bull.
- Current Make-up: most likely worn off from the day's excursions.
- Current Hair: up.
- Current Smell: window open smell.
- Current thing I ought to be doing: fucking sleeping.
- Current Desktop Picture: this VAIO colorful jungle thing I downloaded.
- Current Favorite Artist: Nick Drake. You can't deny.
- Current Favorite Group: Let's say for the moment, Humble Pie. But typically Led Zep, Radiohead, DCFC.
- Current Book: Lots. "The Sound and The Fury: 40 Years of Rock Journalism," "Anna Karenina," Arthur Miller's autobiography "Timebends," and "Please Kill Me: The Uncensored Oral History of Punk."
- Current CD in CD Player: Nine Black Alps "Everything Is"
- Current tape in VCR: don't have one.
- Current DVD in DVD Player: Eternal Sunshine. as always.
- Current Color Of Toenails: hot pink.
- Current Refreshment: water.
- Current Worry: too many to count. Medicaid getting cancelled due to paperwork screwup, not having written any decent poetry in three weeks, apointment I have tomorrow, Russian 464, going home for the summer, typical existential worries like the rest of my life and capitalism, my MTV applicaiton (don't ask), the fact that its almost dawn, me needing to go the the gym, tax paperwork to fill out for the Daily, everyone else's problems, I could keep going...
[ LAST .. ]
- You Touched: keyboard.
- You Talked to: Jakob on the phone.
- You Hugged: Chad.
- You Instant messaged: Umm. Travis. or Kate.
- You Yelled At: most likely my mother.
- You Kissed: Chad.
[ FAV0RiTE .. ]
- Foods: right now its sushi.
- Drink: water. sugar-free red bull. water.
- Color: sky blue.
- Album: JESUS CHRIST do you know who you're asking? I'll give you a few: Led Zeppelin "II," Radiohead "The Bends," Air "Moon Safari," The Velvet Underground "Loaded," and most unfortunately and predictably, Nick Drake "Bryter Layter."
- Shoes: the taupe-colored sweater clogs I have that are almost dead.
- Candy: dark chocolate.
- Animal: puppies. all. and also panthers. yes I know.
- TV Show: The Daily Show, Jeopardy, Taradise, lol.
- Songs: we don't have all night.
- Vegetable: spinach leaves.
- Fruit: kiwi.
- Cartoon: Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends. and also Drawn Together.
[ ARE Y0U .. ]
- Understanding: I honestly think so.
- Open-minded: very.
- Arrogant: often. its unfortunate.
- Insecure: just as often.
- Interesting: hopefully interesting enough for RS & MTV.
- Easily Amused: sometimes. especially when tired.
- Random: not as much as I used to be.
- Hungry: I try not to be.
- Friendly: not unless I feel like it.
- Smart: let's go with kiss my brilliant ass.
- Moody: sometimes.
- Childish: rarely.
- Independent: yes.
- Healthy: it's getting better, like I used to be.
- Emotionally Stable: ha. good one.
- Shy: no.
- Difficult: I certainly can be.
- Bored Easily: depends.
- Messy: no.
- Thirsty: ???
- Responsible: I think so.
- Obsessed: with certain things, god yes.
- Angry: not now.
- Sad: existentially, maybe.
- Happy: I'd say about 60%. that's good, right?
- Hyper: no.
- Trusting: good question.
- Talkative: once you get me started I will talk you out of your goddamn seat.
[ WH0 D0 Y0U WANT T0 .. ]
- Kill: whoever can be held responsible for the genocide in Darfur.
- Slap: Jennifer Meyers.
- Get High With: my people.
- Tickle: Chad gets enough abuse from me. someone else should really take the fall this time.
- Look Like: Scarlett "I'm Fucking Gorgeous" Johannson
- Talk To Offline: ??
- Talk To Online: ??
HAVE Y0U EVER ..
- Been kissed? what a fucking question. I'm 20. my boyfriend of 12.5 months will tell you yes.
- Done Drugs? yes sir.
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos? I've come close, I'll tell you that much.
- Been on stage? lots and lots and lots.
- Dumped Someone? cosi cosi, as they say in Italy. or some shit.
- Gotten in a car accident? yes.
- Been in love? oh yes.
[ FAV0RiTE .. ]
-Shampoo? John Frieda Cool Dip Refreshing Mint Shampoo for blondes. it smells amazing. perfect for summer.
-Toothpaste? Rembrandt.
-Soap? Dove Energizing something something.
-Room in your house? my dorm I suppose. at home, my basement room.
-Instrument? guitar and violin
[ EiTHER/0R .. ]
-Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee. black. god that sounds good right now.
-big or little? definately depends.
-Lace or satin? both.
-New or old? depends.
-Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? is that even a question? Brad Pitt. at least he doesn't pounce on living room furnishings.
-Vogue or Cosmopolitan? Vogue. Cosmo is too.... conflated. with skewed ideas of femininity and sexuality.
-Jeans or cords? jeans.
-Sweater or sweatshirt? usually sweatshirt, but I do love sweaters.
-T-shirt or tank top? t-shirt. tank top when its warm.
-Skirt or dress? depends on the occassion.
-Wool or cotton? wool in the dead of winter. cotton otherwise.
-Rose or Lily? lily.
-Oldies or pop? oldies.
-Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes I do. boyfriend.
-Do you have a best friend? good question.
[ iN THE LAST 24 H0URS, HAVE Y0U .. ]
- Cried? no. yes. no wait, no.
- Helped someone? i guess.
- Bought something? food, a new book, cigarettes.
- Gotten sick? no.
- Gone to the movies? Friday I'm going to see "Thank You for Smoking." can't fucking wait. I love Focus Features.
- Gone out for dinner? I was supposed to, CHADWICK. We napped instead.
- Said "I love you"? yes yes.
- Written a real letter? no. though I would like to.
- Moved on? sure? acutally probably not.
- Talked to an ex? no.
- Missed an ex? no.
- Talked to someone you have a crush on? these fucking questions are killing me...
- Had a serious talk? yes-ish
- Missed someone? little bit :)
- Hugged someone? yes.
- Fought with your parents? somewhat. but i won. i think.
- Fought with a friend? no. thankfully.
[ D0 Y0U .. ]
- Wear eye shadow? yes.
- Put on a "front"? fuck that. this isn't 10th grade. not that I did in 10th grade either.
- Have a crush on someone? again. read up.
- Eat with your mouth open? heh. who hasn't.
- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it? same fucking place every sexually active young woman gets it: lower back. we're all whores.
- What color is your floor/carpet in your room? this weird grey/blue/taupe vomit thing. i have rug over most of it. its much nicer.
- What was the last CD you bought? umm ummm umm. can't fucking remember, i get a lot of free ones from the Daily. Arctic Monkeys? Elton John's "Goodbye Yellow Brick Road?"
- How did you spend last summer? in Target hell.
- When's the last time you showered? lord. i don't know. work with me. its 6am. i think it was... god it was yesterday afternoon. it just seems like a long time ago because i haven't gone to sleep.
- Are you lonely? I've been thinking about that lately. i have some good friends. familial support. a boyfriend who is just... just the absolute fucking love of my life. the apple of my eye. but somehow, still, I am lonely in this town.
- Are you happy? eh.
- Are you wearing pajamas? somewhat now.
- Are you talking to someone online? no.
- What is your astrological sign? sexy Scorpio. bitches.
I am a fool to be up this late early.
But I got some stuff done.
I think.
Zzzz...Zzzzzz....Zzzzzz...Zzz....
but I actually enjoyed this .
[CURRENT .. ]
- Current Clothes: Dollhouse jeans, cream-colored A&F sweatshirt with faux-fur lined hood mmmmmm.
- Current Mood: sleepy like you would not believe.
- Current Music: Joni Mitchell "The Magdalene Laundries"
- Current Taste: sugar-free Red Bull.
- Current Make-up: most likely worn off from the day's excursions.
- Current Hair: up.
- Current Smell: window open smell.
- Current thing I ought to be doing: fucking sleeping.
- Current Desktop Picture: this VAIO colorful jungle thing I downloaded.
- Current Favorite Artist: Nick Drake. You can't deny.
- Current Favorite Group: Let's say for the moment, Humble Pie. But typically Led Zep, Radiohead, DCFC.
- Current Book: Lots. "The Sound and The Fury: 40 Years of Rock Journalism," "Anna Karenina," Arthur Miller's autobiography "Timebends," and "Please Kill Me: The Uncensored Oral History of Punk."
- Current CD in CD Player: Nine Black Alps "Everything Is"
- Current tape in VCR: don't have one.
- Current DVD in DVD Player: Eternal Sunshine. as always.
- Current Color Of Toenails: hot pink.
- Current Refreshment: water.
- Current Worry: too many to count. Medicaid getting cancelled due to paperwork screwup, not having written any decent poetry in three weeks, apointment I have tomorrow, Russian 464, going home for the summer, typical existential worries like the rest of my life and capitalism, my MTV applicaiton (don't ask), the fact that its almost dawn, me needing to go the the gym, tax paperwork to fill out for the Daily, everyone else's problems, I could keep going...
[ LAST .. ]
- You Touched: keyboard.
- You Talked to: Jakob on the phone.
- You Hugged: Chad.
- You Instant messaged: Umm. Travis. or Kate.
- You Yelled At: most likely my mother.
- You Kissed: Chad.
[ FAV0RiTE .. ]
- Foods: right now its sushi.
- Drink: water. sugar-free red bull. water.
- Color: sky blue.
- Album: JESUS CHRIST do you know who you're asking? I'll give you a few: Led Zeppelin "II," Radiohead "The Bends," Air "Moon Safari," The Velvet Underground "Loaded," and most unfortunately and predictably, Nick Drake "Bryter Layter."
- Shoes: the taupe-colored sweater clogs I have that are almost dead.
- Candy: dark chocolate.
- Animal: puppies. all. and also panthers. yes I know.
- TV Show: The Daily Show, Jeopardy, Taradise, lol.
- Songs: we don't have all night.
- Vegetable: spinach leaves.
- Fruit: kiwi.
- Cartoon: Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends. and also Drawn Together.
[ ARE Y0U .. ]
- Understanding: I honestly think so.
- Open-minded: very.
- Arrogant: often. its unfortunate.
- Insecure: just as often.
- Interesting: hopefully interesting enough for RS & MTV.
- Easily Amused: sometimes. especially when tired.
- Random: not as much as I used to be.
- Hungry: I try not to be.
- Friendly: not unless I feel like it.
- Smart: let's go with kiss my brilliant ass.
- Moody: sometimes.
- Childish: rarely.
- Independent: yes.
- Healthy: it's getting better, like I used to be.
- Emotionally Stable: ha. good one.
- Shy: no.
- Difficult: I certainly can be.
- Bored Easily: depends.
- Messy: no.
- Thirsty: ???
- Responsible: I think so.
- Obsessed: with certain things, god yes.
- Angry: not now.
- Sad: existentially, maybe.
- Happy: I'd say about 60%. that's good, right?
- Hyper: no.
- Trusting: good question.
- Talkative: once you get me started I will talk you out of your goddamn seat.
[ WH0 D0 Y0U WANT T0 .. ]
- Kill: whoever can be held responsible for the genocide in Darfur.
- Slap: Jennifer Meyers.
- Get High With: my people.
- Tickle: Chad gets enough abuse from me. someone else should really take the fall this time.
- Look Like: Scarlett "I'm Fucking Gorgeous" Johannson
- Talk To Offline: ??
- Talk To Online: ??
HAVE Y0U EVER ..
- Been kissed? what a fucking question. I'm 20. my boyfriend of 12.5 months will tell you yes.
- Done Drugs? yes sir.
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos? I've come close, I'll tell you that much.
- Been on stage? lots and lots and lots.
- Dumped Someone? cosi cosi, as they say in Italy. or some shit.
- Gotten in a car accident? yes.
- Been in love? oh yes.
[ FAV0RiTE .. ]
-Shampoo? John Frieda Cool Dip Refreshing Mint Shampoo for blondes. it smells amazing. perfect for summer.
-Toothpaste? Rembrandt.
-Soap? Dove Energizing something something.
-Room in your house? my dorm I suppose. at home, my basement room.
-Instrument? guitar and violin
[ EiTHER/0R .. ]
-Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee. black. god that sounds good right now.
-big or little? definately depends.
-Lace or satin? both.
-New or old? depends.
-Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? is that even a question? Brad Pitt. at least he doesn't pounce on living room furnishings.
-Vogue or Cosmopolitan? Vogue. Cosmo is too.... conflated. with skewed ideas of femininity and sexuality.
-Jeans or cords? jeans.
-Sweater or sweatshirt? usually sweatshirt, but I do love sweaters.
-T-shirt or tank top? t-shirt. tank top when its warm.
-Skirt or dress? depends on the occassion.
-Wool or cotton? wool in the dead of winter. cotton otherwise.
-Rose or Lily? lily.
-Oldies or pop? oldies.
-Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes I do. boyfriend.
-Do you have a best friend? good question.
[ iN THE LAST 24 H0URS, HAVE Y0U .. ]
- Cried? no. yes. no wait, no.
- Helped someone? i guess.
- Bought something? food, a new book, cigarettes.
- Gotten sick? no.
- Gone to the movies? Friday I'm going to see "Thank You for Smoking." can't fucking wait. I love Focus Features.
- Gone out for dinner? I was supposed to, CHADWICK. We napped instead.
- Said "I love you"? yes yes.
- Written a real letter? no. though I would like to.
- Moved on? sure? acutally probably not.
- Talked to an ex? no.
- Missed an ex? no.
- Talked to someone you have a crush on? these fucking questions are killing me...
- Had a serious talk? yes-ish
- Missed someone? little bit :)
- Hugged someone? yes.
- Fought with your parents? somewhat. but i won. i think.
- Fought with a friend? no. thankfully.
[ D0 Y0U .. ]
- Wear eye shadow? yes.
- Put on a "front"? fuck that. this isn't 10th grade. not that I did in 10th grade either.
- Have a crush on someone? again. read up.
- Eat with your mouth open? heh. who hasn't.
- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it? same fucking place every sexually active young woman gets it: lower back. we're all whores.
- What color is your floor/carpet in your room? this weird grey/blue/taupe vomit thing. i have rug over most of it. its much nicer.
- What was the last CD you bought? umm ummm umm. can't fucking remember, i get a lot of free ones from the Daily. Arctic Monkeys? Elton John's "Goodbye Yellow Brick Road?"
- How did you spend last summer? in Target hell.
- When's the last time you showered? lord. i don't know. work with me. its 6am. i think it was... god it was yesterday afternoon. it just seems like a long time ago because i haven't gone to sleep.
- Are you lonely? I've been thinking about that lately. i have some good friends. familial support. a boyfriend who is just... just the absolute fucking love of my life. the apple of my eye. but somehow, still, I am lonely in this town.
- Are you happy? eh.
- Are you wearing pajamas? somewhat now.
- Are you talking to someone online? no.
- What is your astrological sign? sexy Scorpio. bitches.
I am a fool to be up this late early.
But I got some stuff done.
I think.
Zzzz...Zzzzzz....Zzzzzz...Zzz....