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If you're sick of me bitching about soccer, don't read this.
I hate soccer with a passion of a fire of a thousand suns. Every single day just wears me out more and more. I've never dreaded something or talked so much shit about something as I do with soccer. People may say that I will come out of this a stronger person, and I'll say yeah fuckin right. I'll come out of this with my last nerve almost pinched and a stronger sense of being frustrated. I have never hated someone the way I hate dunham. The thought of her makes me cringe. I used to love soccer. I hate soccer. After this season, I hope to never play again. Everyone on my team has been turned off to the sport. The girls who wanted to play in college don't really want to anymore because they're afraid it will turn out exactly like how it is now. How does that happen? Every girl on this team loved the sport at one recent time in their life and because of a horrible season, they hate the sport? I want it all to be over as fast as possible. We have 18 days left of the regular season. I really hope we don't continue on past regionals. We're basically guaranteed a spot there unless we lose to like desert view or something. That would be awesome.
I have never felt so much stress in my life or lost so much confidence in myself. Because of this stupid ass duo coaching staff, I second guess every move I make on the soccer field, and thus do the same in real life. So, if I'm emotional, my bad. I've just gotten to the point where I am so unsure of myself that I can't even think straight. I'm really sorry if I piss you off, if I bitch too much, if I cry, if I talk too much about soccer. I'm basically sorry for anything I do wrong.
can't think straight anymore.
later,
caiter
I hate soccer with a passion of a fire of a thousand suns. Every single day just wears me out more and more. I've never dreaded something or talked so much shit about something as I do with soccer. People may say that I will come out of this a stronger person, and I'll say yeah fuckin right. I'll come out of this with my last nerve almost pinched and a stronger sense of being frustrated. I have never hated someone the way I hate dunham. The thought of her makes me cringe. I used to love soccer. I hate soccer. After this season, I hope to never play again. Everyone on my team has been turned off to the sport. The girls who wanted to play in college don't really want to anymore because they're afraid it will turn out exactly like how it is now. How does that happen? Every girl on this team loved the sport at one recent time in their life and because of a horrible season, they hate the sport? I want it all to be over as fast as possible. We have 18 days left of the regular season. I really hope we don't continue on past regionals. We're basically guaranteed a spot there unless we lose to like desert view or something. That would be awesome.
I have never felt so much stress in my life or lost so much confidence in myself. Because of this stupid ass duo coaching staff, I second guess every move I make on the soccer field, and thus do the same in real life. So, if I'm emotional, my bad. I've just gotten to the point where I am so unsure of myself that I can't even think straight. I'm really sorry if I piss you off, if I bitch too much, if I cry, if I talk too much about soccer. I'm basically sorry for anything I do wrong.
can't think straight anymore.
later,
caiter