End of life
I'm going to try and get into an assisted living situation..,
Or play all my favorite games before killing myself.
I'm done with this garbage existence.
I can't take humanity anymore. I can't.
I can't get a shower or get out of bed and my damn psychiatrist tells me WELL IF U CANT GET A SHOWER THEN GET A SHOWER. and I am done with modern medicine. It doesn't exist. It is big pharma profiting off of our misery.
I stopped taking all 7 of my damn pills and instead got drunk..it was dizzy and awesome but my sinuses hurt so much from crying all day.
I'm going to try for a medical marijuana card and get high and drunk every day til I die. At least I will go out happy.
Let's see if I can get drunk tomorrow too. I wish it wasn't so nasty.