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so its been a while...life is soooo good right now, but so hard. i think that is why it is so good. i just got done talking to char a little bit about life and about how much both of us have changed, and i got to thinking about life a year ago...i was such a different person. i cannot believe how much a year and a new environment can change a person. i mean dont get me wrong, i expected to cahnge, i just didnt know how much i would....i love the atmosphere here and i love who i am right now and who my friends are...and i admit some of the choices i have made here have not been the best, but they have all influenced me and i am living with no regrets...well, kinda one regret but not really...i am so excited to go home for the summer, but i am going to miss this place so much...especially the people i have surrounded myself with...each and every one of them has made an amazing impact on my life, and i cannot even imagine the tears that will come when i leave in two and a half weeks...honestly, life is so good right now, but parts of it could not be anymore confusing...i dont know what to do about that relationship...for now im just going with the flow...im just so afraid of getting hurt....lots of reflecting has occured today....when char and i were talking, she mentioned the sunscreen song, and i hadnt heard it in a while, so i downloaded it and i listened to it...and likr char said it really just hit me too. it was a good reminder, and it definitely brought back memories...so for now, i will leave you with some lyrics from that song and all of the love that i have to offer for all of you!!!
Understand that friends come and go, but what a precious few should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps and geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Get to know your parents; you never know when they'll be gone for good.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind: the kind that blindsides you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.
definitely had an impact on me....much thinking to do..........
Understand that friends come and go, but what a precious few should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps and geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Get to know your parents; you never know when they'll be gone for good.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind: the kind that blindsides you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.
definitely had an impact on me....much thinking to do..........