just ignore it...
so i feel so much better now...just ignore those last feww posts...i figured out what i need to do. i went to starbucks with my dearest charlotte and had an amazing time and i realized that it just isnt worth it anymore, there are certain things that need to be said, and i will take care of that. for now, im feeling better about all of the craziness that is life and i am ready to deal with the shitty parts :). these past few days have just felt so good! i have caught up on my sleep and im getting better disease-wise too. everyone thinks that there is something wrong with me just cuz i wanted to have a lazy weekend, but that it how i do it and im sorry if that is weird to you all, but deal with it...that is how i deal with shit, so let me do it and dont be worried that something is wrong or that i am depressed...cuz im not i just want alone time and to just have fun and chill without having to stress about organizing a huge ordeal...i want to be LAZY!!! so there:). loves!