im done for real...
you piss of me off and i dont deserve this at all...i thought it was all good but it isnt. everything that you ever tell me is lies and i keep falling for it. i hate the way you make me feel! i used to feel like i was deserving of a friendship with you and now i dont even feel like im good enough for anyone! i dont understand how someone that can be going through that much pain and know what is feels like, to do this to someone else. i hate myself for thinking that this would be ok that you werent doing this on purpose but now i realize that this just isnt meant to be and that you arent the person that i thought you were. you have hurt me by feeding me lie after lie after lie and this wound will never heal.