a new quote...
i got this quote from my amazing friend tyler...
"dont make someone your priority, when all you are to them is an option."
i really need to work on that because i am not going to be stomped on and spit on like this anymore. why do i keep setting myself up for all of this shit? i dont deserve it and you cant see that, so i just need to not make this a priority anymore, because i keep getting hurt repeatedly and i cant seem to just quit. i feel like i have that battered wife syndrome where you just keep saying..."but they really do love me" but its more like battered friend syndrome. so from here on out...it stops. im done right now. i have so much more in this world to live for and i cant keep letting myself get bogged down. tyler thank you for helping me through this and if i ever lose you i will not be able to live. i love you!
sorry about the ranting and bitching but it needed to be done. so moving on...i am going home again. hehe for the inglemoor homecoming. so excited for that! i cant wait to see everyone and we are playing bothell so that should be fun. well........homework time all. loves!
"dont make someone your priority, when all you are to them is an option."
i really need to work on that because i am not going to be stomped on and spit on like this anymore. why do i keep setting myself up for all of this shit? i dont deserve it and you cant see that, so i just need to not make this a priority anymore, because i keep getting hurt repeatedly and i cant seem to just quit. i feel like i have that battered wife syndrome where you just keep saying..."but they really do love me" but its more like battered friend syndrome. so from here on out...it stops. im done right now. i have so much more in this world to live for and i cant keep letting myself get bogged down. tyler thank you for helping me through this and if i ever lose you i will not be able to live. i love you!
sorry about the ranting and bitching but it needed to be done. so moving on...i am going home again. hehe for the inglemoor homecoming. so excited for that! i cant wait to see everyone and we are playing bothell so that should be fun. well........homework time all. loves!