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Seeing as I am now in my senior year of high school, I've been doing a lot of thinking. A lot of thinking about relationships that I have established throughout my previous three years of school. And I realized something.
Leaving them isn't going to be hard. I don't have that one best friend that I do everything with and can say anything to. I do have amazing friends that I love spending time with and I will miss those silly nights, but for the most part, I'll get on just fine when I leave.
It's almost sad, the thought. It's sad that I haven't been truly able to use the word "best friend" in a long time, and when I did, it screwed me over.
High school is fun, but it will not be the best time of my life. I'm hoping that the connections I make when I go off to college will be stronger than these and will last.
I don't know if this really makes sense. I'm not trying to put anyone down. I really do love my friends at Niwot. It's just that I don't have that connection with any of them, it seems.
Is it okay that I'm okay with that?
Leaving them isn't going to be hard. I don't have that one best friend that I do everything with and can say anything to. I do have amazing friends that I love spending time with and I will miss those silly nights, but for the most part, I'll get on just fine when I leave.
It's almost sad, the thought. It's sad that I haven't been truly able to use the word "best friend" in a long time, and when I did, it screwed me over.
High school is fun, but it will not be the best time of my life. I'm hoping that the connections I make when I go off to college will be stronger than these and will last.
I don't know if this really makes sense. I'm not trying to put anyone down. I really do love my friends at Niwot. It's just that I don't have that connection with any of them, it seems.
Is it okay that I'm okay with that?