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our rabbit, my pet, button marie crouton, died tonight. she was gone really suddenly. she hadn't been acting like herself for a week or so but she really wasn't herself tonight. she was convulsing and shaking and i was really scared. i had a feeling she was going to die earlier. she was gone after about 5 minutes of pain, and now she is in heaven. i really really miss her. my heart hurts and my stomach is in knots. i feel like i can't keep anything down. i miss my little sister. Ashley was sobbing and choking and wheezing earlier. we buried her in the backyard and then ashley and i came in the house and curled up on the floor where her cage used to be in the family room. it's so empty. i thought baby b was going to outlive all of us and that mama was going to be taking care of her when i came home from college on break. i miss her lots and lots. i really don't know how i'm going to focus tomorrow at school. my mind is in a million places and nowhere near school and or anything focused.
366 days ago my uncle noel died.
i'll miss seeing her little face in the wrapping paper at christmas. but i have so many many good memories.
i love you button marie crouton...you'll live on forever in my heart, little sister.
12.8.04
366 days ago my uncle noel died.
i'll miss seeing her little face in the wrapping paper at christmas. but i have so many many good memories.
i love you button marie crouton...you'll live on forever in my heart, little sister.
12.8.04