You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will.

[cairhead]

I love my music
I love my shoes
I love my Papa
I love my cat
I love my cactus
I love my brothers
I love my bed
I love my fake flowers
I love my sister
I love my pictures
I love my grandparents
I love my mail
I love my room
I love my mama
I love my books
I love my friends
I love my thoughts
I love my cousin
I love my name tag
I love my turtle
I love my wild animal park pass
I love my blood bank card
I love my bathrobe
I love my view
I love my pillow
I love my memories
I love my sleep
I love my walls

I like when you smile
I like when people laugh
I like when your eyes light up
I like when I get surprised
I like when my room is clean
I like when I get a text message
I like when I hear something fun
I like when I find a good book
I like when I hear new music
I like when it's raining outside
I like when it's sunny
I like when the TV is off
I like when I wake up rested
I like when I brush my teeth
I like when you call
I like when my front porch light is off
I like when my mom leaves
I like when I go up to Orange County
I like when I talk to Jay
I like when I see a rhino
I like when my house is clean
I like when I get paid

I hate how this is no longer secret
I hate how you know I write about you
I hate how it's cloudy and sunny
I hate how I'm getting super fat
I hate how this summer feels doomed
I hate how old friends are exactly that
I hate how I lack creativity
I hate how my sisters gone
I hate how she thinks she loves an asshole
I hate how she's missing out on my life
I hate how I'm missing out on hers
I hate how I don't know what I want to do with my life
I hate how people think it's not important
I hate how my parents dislike each other
I hate how the light across the valley flickers all night
I hate how people don't say what they mean
I hate how I don't say what I mean
I hate how I feel about certain people
I hate how I'm confused
I hate how I don't get any feedback
I hate how I'm so caught up in this feeling
I hate how I wait for it
I hate how I write in here
I hate how this is going