"You're in control and I know it because I'm miserable again"

[cainjournalform]

So today was pretty freakin' sweet. It was the last whole day of school, then I hung out with Rebecca for un poco before she went to work...that girl's crazy...and that's why I love her. Then I went to get an estimate on my car...meaning he took some pictures and got my basic information...without giving me a numerical estimate of any sort...but its cool. On the way home I found this abaondoned (what I'm assuming is) truck garage. It was awesome...for some reason I'm intrigued by ruin...maybe because it's tangible proof of the past...I don't know. So then I ate some gummi worms...which were delicious...cavier is for suckers. I called Jess and we went to the show, which was amazing considering most local shows suck something hardcore. We missed the first few bands, but when we got there Counterpunch was playing and they were awesome...the love child between The Ataris and Rise Against. Might I add that, yes, I do like the Ataris. Then The Swellers played right after Syd and Ashley got there...they played and awesome set. Everyone had been telling me how "amazing" Ryan's Hope was...they were really just okay, maybe they were hyped up too much, I don't know. It could be that during their whole set some fat chick in a mini skirt was grinding her friend while straddeling her on the floor...yeah...that was pretty hott. Then Much The Same played and royaly rocked my face...although 2 kids were escorted out by cops for starting a 'mosh pit' or something. Much the Same just ....gggaaaaaaaaaaaa! They played One Wish...and I was happy like nobody's business. So it was like an oxymoron...'good local show'. After the show Syd, Demma, Jess, and I went to Les Bros to chill. It was a real good time...those are some fun kids right there...but we all left because we were extremely sleepy...It was a good day.
Tomarrow should be cool too because I'm going to some birthday thing for Lisa...which makes me feel bad becuase I still owe so many people birthday presents...I'm sorry. I only work until 7...and I'm not complaining...I like being able to have a social life...its kinda weird...but its nice. We might have a sleepover on Sun..damn thats exciting...no joke...I'm seriously excited. It probably won't happen though...since we're teenagers and such. I would give anything to be able to play my guitar right now...fucking parents and their goddamn sleep...sleep is for the weak...like me.