Tired
Hello all. It's been a little while, ain't it? I've not been busy so
much as---lazy. Danni came in form New York for Christmas and stayed with us for about four or five days. I have a few pictures that I took and may post later on. Mom and Mimi both got me a PSP and DS, respectively. And Christina just had her baby. I need to call her tomorrow for her birthday. I didn't call her when she sent that huge bottle of vodka, I didn't call her on Christmas, and I didn't call her when the baby was born. I think this is the last chance to redeem myself, even if just a little bit. I also talked to Nana and Pop-O & PJ for the first time in years and years, I need to email them back.
And another thing, I'm tired of weighing over 200lbs. I used to be 155lbs in high school, and now look where I am.
I have decided. That I am going to lose this weight if it kills me. Food is always going to be around. But I'm only going to be young for a short time. I'd like to look and feel good while I can. I'm already beating myself up and regretting what time I've lost. I'm 22 years old now. I've lost three years to being lazy and whatnot. Being stagnant. 26 is when I believe the decline begins. So I've got just a little less than four years to live like a young person. I've got to do this. Or I'll regret this for the REST of my life.
much as---lazy. Danni came in form New York for Christmas and stayed with us for about four or five days. I have a few pictures that I took and may post later on. Mom and Mimi both got me a PSP and DS, respectively. And Christina just had her baby. I need to call her tomorrow for her birthday. I didn't call her when she sent that huge bottle of vodka, I didn't call her on Christmas, and I didn't call her when the baby was born. I think this is the last chance to redeem myself, even if just a little bit. I also talked to Nana and Pop-O & PJ for the first time in years and years, I need to email them back.
And another thing, I'm tired of weighing over 200lbs. I used to be 155lbs in high school, and now look where I am.
I have decided. That I am going to lose this weight if it kills me. Food is always going to be around. But I'm only going to be young for a short time. I'd like to look and feel good while I can. I'm already beating myself up and regretting what time I've lost. I'm 22 years old now. I've lost three years to being lazy and whatnot. Being stagnant. 26 is when I believe the decline begins. So I've got just a little less than four years to live like a young person. I've got to do this. Or I'll regret this for the REST of my life.