HEART TO THE MAX

[cailynlovesme]

it has become apparent to me that the only real thing in my life are my friends. Like ginny putting up the picture of us from kindergarten seriously made me giggle. Not seeing ginny for months will once and a while make me cry, as pathetic and dilusional as that is. Emily pouring her fucking heart out to an empty lj entry makes me feel worthless in any capacity to show her how insanley beautiful and wonderful she is. Thinking and about sass night and looking at the pics on emilys my space, makes me smile and want to run over to califon. deanna's text messages, im's, stopping by on a sunday night...and just laying on a dirty hamilton st couch because i told her the lights on the ceiling look cool makes me smile as well. Whenever i fight with eva i freak out and get all mad because i love her so much, and then just getting that one phone call from her sunday afternoon made everything okay. My friends have the ultimate sass, they are all beautiful, they all can make me smile like no one else can. I love you guys seriously. Ginny i can't wait to see you saturday, deanna we need to figure out saturday, eva baby i miss you, and emily we will cuddle i promise and about ben don't worry everything will be okay i promise.

Sammy paige

ps. this doesn't mean i love dru any less, but there are times when you just need your girlfriends and i know you guys will ALWAYS be there for me. <333333333333333