Decided I'm pissed
So I spoke with Lisa this morning regarding the whole Chris ordeal. She made me realize that I should be PISSED! And she's right. During our conversation he actually said "I miss it." In reference to sex with me. IT! Not YOU! IT! Qua?!?!?! Ok, ego boost from being good aside. Who the F are you?!?! Oh I'm not good enough to date but I'm good in bed. Well excuse me, but F yourself!!!
Let's not pretend this is anything other than your inability to have real feelings like a real boy. Let's not pretend you aren't a spineless twit incapable of having a conversation with someone which doesn't involve at least one internet protocol between you and them. Hell you couldn't even come out and say you just wanna be buddies, you had to hint at it and hope I'd suggest it. What a useless waste of space. You shouldn't be allowed to consume oxygen. I can't believe I wasted my precious time waiting for you to completely flake out. I should have moved on long ago. I actually missed out on getting to know a guy who seemed pretty cool (and a black belt to boot) because I was waiting for you to get your head out of your ass.
So this morning I erased him from both my IM list and my cell phone. This rant is the last of it. There will be no more. No hatred, no aggravation, no petty get back. Just complete indifference. I don't care if you live or die. I am the master of my own happiness and I am moving on. I will find a great guy who appreciates ALL aspects of me. I am so much more than good sex. And F you if you don't realize it.
F*ck all those kisses
They didn't mean jack
F*ck you, you ho
I don't want you back
- Don't Want You Back by Eamon