May 18, 2009 15:37
I just cannot deal properly with down-time. If there is not some big, imperative task at hand, I do NOTHING. I sleep. All day. Certainly, there is plenty to do. Little tasks: running to the bank, washing dishes, cleaning the cat box. But these don't get me to function. I just sleep. Or think crazy thoughts.
I could, of course, go in to Stone Belt and work all day, but this is a boundary I'm trying to preserve... Stone Belt as NOT the only thing.
I have never been in this place before. There is no school coming to save me from my idle time. There is no second job. My only option is to start a project. I think my project will have to be ATHLETICISM and FITNESS. No, really. It's on like donkey kong. Getting healthy is my new second job!
Plus, as we all know, being skinny is the only way to get menfolk so you can have babies and be a complete, fulfilled human being, right? RIGHT?!
See... the crazy thoughts run rampant...