Sep 06, 2005 04:14
I was invited to a house party tonight for Labor Day. I knew there would be a lot of girls and guys there my age and I knew dancing would most likely bust out. A girl I once taught guitar would be there too. I think she likes me which I use against her and write her off as having poor judge of character.
I had about ten students from my ministry over my house last night and a few of them stayed over until two PM today. We watched Jackie Chan’s “Who Am I” and I made sushi. It seems that ministry is the only social interaction I get these days.
I ended up baking a frozen CPK pizza and watching thee episodes of the Sopranos tonight.
I lie to myself all the time. I think everyone does. We tell ourselves we want to be healthy. Still, here I am as I let every opportunity to have friends and a life pass me by as I grow contempt without hobbies or interests.
I have a Spanish class this semester and, sadly, it’s the only time I interact with any peer group even though I live in a college town.
A good friend of mine from college will have a wedding this month. I’m thinking strongly about flaking.
It’s dark here even though it’s hot.