(no subject)

Jul 07, 2005 23:11

Will is...

Will is being Will. I can't expect anything more or less from him. I love him, I do, but I'm no longer in love with him, and I think that is for the best. We're not suited, but we're stuck with each other, and he needs me. He certainly needs someone to take care of him. I don't know how he's going to get by when I'm gone...

I haven't told him I'm sick yet. I don't know how to. I should tell him, I know I should, but I can't seem to find the words.

James has written to me. He had to travel to England to visit with his family...I've missed him, while he's been gone, but I'm sure he'll return. I haven't told him of my illness, either, though I feel certain he knows I'm keeping something from him. I'll speak with him the first chance I get.

Sages of Chaos is...strange. Interesting. I've received a lot of advice, which I will give some thought, but I couldn't possibly divorce Will. Who would take care of him if not me?
Next post
Up