► twelfth sketch [Video]

[cagedstar]

[The feed opens to the view of Olivine beach, held by its owner as she records the horizon and ocean for a while. It records silence for a few moments before the owner speaks up, sounding hesitant.]... if you've done something wrong in the past that hurt a lot of people, and every one of them said that it was alright and that they didn't blame you

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[blazing_style]

If you can't forgive yourself yet, then try to do something to make it up. Even if it was something bad enough that you can't really make up for it, trying to should make you feel better over time.

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[cagedstar]

Even if they feel so insignificant in comparison?

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[blazing_style]

Especially if that's the case! Thinking things like "it'll never be enough" or "there's nothing I can do" are just excuses people tell themselves to get out of it.

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[cagedstar]

I'm not trying to get out of it. I guess I just feel like no matter what I do, it won't make up for what I did.

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[blazing_style]

You won't know until you've tried. Even if it takes all your life, you need to stand up and carry the weight of you've done. Even if it seems impossible, you need to keep at it!

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[cagedstar]

So... all I have to do is keep trying, no matter how long it takes? And that maybe eventually, I'll be able to forgive myself?

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[blazing_style]

That's right. No stopping, no giving up.

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[cagedstar]

MM, alright, I'll try it!

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[blazing_style]

That's the spirit. I'm sure you'll do it.