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Oct 30, 2009 01:41

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You know, Lest, I ... never really used to get it, before. When the Night of the Dead would get people all quiet, or sad. I mean, it's the Night of the Dead, and all ... but now, when it comes around, it's really hard not to think of you, you know? Even though it's been a long time, now. I really hope you don't mind, either. ... Even though I can just picture you, standing there, telling me to cheer up, Lady ... ~

I'm trying. I promise, I really am. It's just difficult, you know? It doesn't hurt as much now as it did last year, or before. But then I realize, and I feel guilty. Even though I know you wouldn't want me to. So, I'm sorry for that. And this year I'm going to try and do better, because I know that's what you would want. I'm just ... sorry I couldn't do it sooner~ It's hard, that's all.

I hope you're terrorizing them, wherever you are. They're probably sorry they took you so early, aren't they~? Tell them I say hi.
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