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And ... it's been two years ... ~~
I don't know why it didn't hit me earlier, it's been ... longer than that, now. Almost a whole month more, haha. But I guess these things come out of nowhere, all the time ...
Two years since the captain took me on this, and I'm still making trouble for him, all the time, aren't I? I ... don't know what to do about it, though. I don't want to leave. It is all I have ... and the captain's a good person, really, though he doesn't think he is. And he tries not to be! He's just ... He took me in. That's really proof of it more than anything else...
And almost a year since we left Razen, too ... I miss it. I never thought you could miss something this much, but I guess you can't miss it if you haven't lost it yet ...
Haha. Lest, you're probably reading this over my shoulder and laughing at me, aren't you? I'm ... being silly ~
And ... it's been two years ... ~~
I don't know why it didn't hit me earlier, it's been ... longer than that, now. Almost a whole month more, haha. But I guess these things come out of nowhere, all the time ...
Two years since the captain took me on this, and I'm still making trouble for him, all the time, aren't I? I ... don't know what to do about it, though. I don't want to leave. It is all I have ... and the captain's a good person, really, though he doesn't think he is. And he tries not to be! He's just ... He took me in. That's really proof of it more than anything else...
And almost a year since we left Razen, too ... I miss it. I never thought you could miss something this much, but I guess you can't miss it if you haven't lost it yet ...
Haha. Lest, you're probably reading this over my shoulder and laughing at me, aren't you? I'm ... being silly ~