Hi people, long time no see
My life is pretty boring right now. There's always something to do, and no time for doing it. I've won my firsts red grades (red grades: bad grades) and it's all because i'm to tired to do anything well... and sometimes i don't feel like going to classes. As i've said beffore, maybe if i was 18, but now it's just too much sometimes.
In the cosplay area, i've debuted Sheryl at least (
pics) and i won the first place overall of Cosplay Reunion with it, and also a new vacant for Yamato Cosplay Cup in Brazil for next year. I'm remaking the whole costume for that competition. Also i did a Ragnarok GM costume for the lulz.
I spend mostly all my time in my regained fanatism for Take That, visiting forums and so. I was such a great fan when i was little, i've cryied like a baby when they split up (in 1996) and now i'm so happy listening they new albums. I so need to pay my debts to buy them, not because i didn't have the money but because i need a credit card to buy them outside Chile because the new cds aren't onto our music stores. The company doesn't seem to be interested on Chile. I joined the southamerican fanclub too, the girls are so sweet and funny, i've laughed like mad with some threads of their forum (
link).
And even when i still love Robbie, i'm starting to re-love Mark as when i was a child-preteen... This thing of being single is killing me hahahaha
It's another way of love, If you put this simple, i'd like to have a husband like Markie but a friend with benefits like Rob xD. Oh and those guys that i really never paid attention of when i was younger... yeah, the guys that danced... THEY'RE SO FREAKING HOT RIGHT NOW! I don't know if now i appreciate them because i'm older and sexy dancing turns me on or what but they're really,really hot. I'd like to hire Jay as model for my fashion brand later, he's like a fashion sketch walking by his own. I'm SO hiring him... when i grow up (lol?)
And that's my life... hnm... i need something to put this life to work again, but i can't define what's that "something" yet... Maybe some love? dunno. I feel weird about being single for this much time (let me think.. almost 8 months!? no wai), but i don't feel like loving somebody anyway. I prefeer to be child-like and daydream about meeting TT IRL , hanging out with them and having an affair with Mark (even when he haves a GF and two children... IS NOT DEAD as my mom says) than searching for a new BF, mostly because i don't know anybody that can suit the "job" and i don't have time or chances to meet new people that suits it. I need somebody that's more normal than me, or even not that nerd as my friends. I'm starting to feel weird about my nerdism too, maybe it's time to change into a more common person, i don't know (or maybe I already started to change?)
tl;dr, good night