Call me crazy; hold me down; make me cry; get off now, baby...
I made a new icon! It's my tummy. It came out kind of shitty but I really don't care. I was bored...and sick...with nothing else to do. I really hate being sick. But, hey! I finally graduate in two weeks! How awesome is that? (Shut up, you know I'm awesome.) And I'm going to see Lostprophets the same day. Hells yeah. Wait, did I actually just say, "hells yeah"? Where the fuck did that come from? Anyway, I think I took too much cold medicine. My head feels really weird. Oh well.
I've been thinking a lot recently. I'm not really sure why. I've gotten to the point where I can't fall asleep before 2 AM. So, yeah, I have a lot of time to think. About the past and the present. What I want most, is to not think about the past. Because it makes me think that I want to be with people that I really don't want to be with. I made the worst mistake of my life a few nights ago. I decided it would be a good idea to go through, and read, most of the notes that I've gotten over the past five years. I spent most of the night thinking way too much about things that have happened in the past. By the time I was finished I was in tears. So many memories that didn't need to be remembered. So much pain that didn't need to be re-lived.
I'll probably regret this later, but...
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
I'm going to go watch some Aqua Teen. That'll be a good time.
I've been thinking a lot recently. I'm not really sure why. I've gotten to the point where I can't fall asleep before 2 AM. So, yeah, I have a lot of time to think. About the past and the present. What I want most, is to not think about the past. Because it makes me think that I want to be with people that I really don't want to be with. I made the worst mistake of my life a few nights ago. I decided it would be a good idea to go through, and read, most of the notes that I've gotten over the past five years. I spent most of the night thinking way too much about things that have happened in the past. By the time I was finished I was in tears. So many memories that didn't need to be remembered. So much pain that didn't need to be re-lived.
I'll probably regret this later, but...
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
I'm going to go watch some Aqua Teen. That'll be a good time.