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its official
i love college i do
but theres a place in my heart only israel can fill
how am i sposed to be ok knowing that my heart really never will be whole
cause as much as its israel..so much of israel was the people
and i know i will never have that back
ever
nativ 26..best choice of my life or biggest mistake?
ill always love it..not a question in my mind it was what i needed at the time but..its hard to sit in my dorm room and be ok with life when i know theres so much more to be done
i ride my bike through the college and pretend im in chaifa..riding by the bahai gardens
and sometimes at night when i close my eyes its not the curb of my building im standing on but the parking lot at the mercaz klitah..watching people play stickball and talking to the cuban man who lived above me about his dog..
and is it sad that i leave my computer on 24/7 cause i know when my screensaver comes on..pictures of better times come up and i can get lost in my memories of israel forever?
i love college i do
but theres a place in my heart only israel can fill
how am i sposed to be ok knowing that my heart really never will be whole
cause as much as its israel..so much of israel was the people
and i know i will never have that back
ever
nativ 26..best choice of my life or biggest mistake?
ill always love it..not a question in my mind it was what i needed at the time but..its hard to sit in my dorm room and be ok with life when i know theres so much more to be done
i ride my bike through the college and pretend im in chaifa..riding by the bahai gardens
and sometimes at night when i close my eyes its not the curb of my building im standing on but the parking lot at the mercaz klitah..watching people play stickball and talking to the cuban man who lived above me about his dog..
and is it sad that i leave my computer on 24/7 cause i know when my screensaver comes on..pictures of better times come up and i can get lost in my memories of israel forever?