Jul 27, 2006 01:47
real family isnt flesh and blood..real family is knowing when someone has to check their mail..that you can list off every website that really means theyll visit
this is the end
the last night of my house being teh way i like it..full
tomorrow morning ash leaves..the day after morgan does..then its me and celia till aug 12 when she moves..
the its just me
i guess thats the downside to having a big, close family..
it hurts when your alone
and there not there
looking back on the summer so far..while i didnt go out all the time and do that shit i did something more important..
i made sure i spent time with two of my most favorite people in the world
maybe its wierd and freakinsh in a hick family im homeschooled and only have my 12 ( or im my case 4) other siblings in my life way but homestly
not lying a bit
ash and morgan are going to be the peole i miss the most...
when i think of home i think of them
and this is the last night that im home ..and it really feels like home
from now onitll be more like an empty shell..
i guess in a way itl be good..itll gte me closer to being able to go alright..
34 days..
34 days and as much as this will be my home..it wont be..
i just cant believe that after all this time..all these swinters and springs and summers it done..its over
its the end
and now im trying to figure out when i became sucha sentimental lil bitch
i need to leave already..but not till after friday