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so i leave in 46 days
and im scared
im not scared of everything thats going on there..that doesnt scare me at all
what im scared about is how much im going to miss home
its hard for me to think about going a week or a month or 10 months without seeing my family
i know people say the internet and phonecalls adn webcams
but theres nothign like actually being there with the peson
and having suych a close family is such a double edge sword in this situation b/c i know there happy for me but theres nothing im going t miss more than driving in the car listening to morgan and ashleigh sing along to the radio
im going to miss them more than i can even think about
but iknow this is what i want
i want to go to israel and i want to have this experience, but i cant help but have this nagging feeling that i know ill wake up in the middle of the night ( day here) and wonder how things would have been if i stayed home
but i know this is how its got to be
and i knw that no matter what happens in israel, it was meant to happen...
im meant to go there and do this
k well im done freaking out today
peace out girl scout
and im scared
im not scared of everything thats going on there..that doesnt scare me at all
what im scared about is how much im going to miss home
its hard for me to think about going a week or a month or 10 months without seeing my family
i know people say the internet and phonecalls adn webcams
but theres nothign like actually being there with the peson
and having suych a close family is such a double edge sword in this situation b/c i know there happy for me but theres nothing im going t miss more than driving in the car listening to morgan and ashleigh sing along to the radio
im going to miss them more than i can even think about
but iknow this is what i want
i want to go to israel and i want to have this experience, but i cant help but have this nagging feeling that i know ill wake up in the middle of the night ( day here) and wonder how things would have been if i stayed home
but i know this is how its got to be
and i knw that no matter what happens in israel, it was meant to happen...
im meant to go there and do this
k well im done freaking out today
peace out girl scout