A Touch of Superphysics
Self Confidence Pararod
A pararod is a word I created for patterns of routine thought, a system of thinking that is robotic, unquestioned, careless, yet meets the reciprocation of others: like a qued conversation. Someone I know was suffering attacks to his way of daily life. His problem is that his attackers, humans, were using a pararod against him sending him signals as if to say, "don't you know, you're supposed to feel embarrassed?", and whittle down his confidence. I tried explaining to him that his self confidence could over rule their desire for him to cower. After many tries, I found a new way to state this. If a person believes in another person who does not believe in them, they are literally giving away their power over a situation away, but If one believes in one's self and rejects the programmed energy carrying this negativity, one can completely overcome the social pressure to conform to a meaningless standard.
Further Demonics
When a regular human pushes programmed energy against another, the second person usually resists it, making it easier for the first to maintain a steady push as if they were merely leaning on the second and the second having to push them up and away. This pushing can go on for a long time because the attacker even if human does not have to push hard against the second. A demon should be able to trap the lump sum of this energy inside of themself without executing the program, and from there be able to separate the program from the energy, thus accepting the energy and not the program. Every time I have tried this, I pulled energy as fast as the aggressor could push it, causing a hiccup that caused their own programmed energy to flow back into themselves executing their own negative will upon themselves. I cannot tell you how funny it was to see one girl so bent on pushing me that her efforts left her on the brink of heart failure: pale skin, blue lips, twitches, instability, etc.
On a side note, I think I've figured out what Orange represents. Orange, being a bright blend of red courage and yellow intelligence, may be the concept of Flow. I believe as such because part of Flow is to have courage to take ownership of actions/thoughts and intelligence to direct that ownership skillfully. I haven't tested the theory yet, but I think it will be a delightful experiment.
A pararod is a word I created for patterns of routine thought, a system of thinking that is robotic, unquestioned, careless, yet meets the reciprocation of others: like a qued conversation. Someone I know was suffering attacks to his way of daily life. His problem is that his attackers, humans, were using a pararod against him sending him signals as if to say, "don't you know, you're supposed to feel embarrassed?", and whittle down his confidence. I tried explaining to him that his self confidence could over rule their desire for him to cower. After many tries, I found a new way to state this. If a person believes in another person who does not believe in them, they are literally giving away their power over a situation away, but If one believes in one's self and rejects the programmed energy carrying this negativity, one can completely overcome the social pressure to conform to a meaningless standard.
Further Demonics
When a regular human pushes programmed energy against another, the second person usually resists it, making it easier for the first to maintain a steady push as if they were merely leaning on the second and the second having to push them up and away. This pushing can go on for a long time because the attacker even if human does not have to push hard against the second. A demon should be able to trap the lump sum of this energy inside of themself without executing the program, and from there be able to separate the program from the energy, thus accepting the energy and not the program. Every time I have tried this, I pulled energy as fast as the aggressor could push it, causing a hiccup that caused their own programmed energy to flow back into themselves executing their own negative will upon themselves. I cannot tell you how funny it was to see one girl so bent on pushing me that her efforts left her on the brink of heart failure: pale skin, blue lips, twitches, instability, etc.
On a side note, I think I've figured out what Orange represents. Orange, being a bright blend of red courage and yellow intelligence, may be the concept of Flow. I believe as such because part of Flow is to have courage to take ownership of actions/thoughts and intelligence to direct that ownership skillfully. I haven't tested the theory yet, but I think it will be a delightful experiment.