2 years ago today...
...I sat in a coffee house about 50 miles outside of san marcos. While i sat, I wrote...and this is what i wrote:
"V-DAY"
Blood stains on the chocolate box
Blood soaked the teddy bear
Blood stains on the hallmark card
Blood soaked in everywhere
Because I poured my heart out too
It lessens my chance to be with you
In thought I die and in blood I sign
Just so I can be with you this Valentine's
Just so I can be your fucking Valentine
Too scared to be alone
Too scared to talk to you
Too scared to use the phone
Too scared to get a clue
I write this here and now just hoping you will know
The feelings i have for you I'm hoping to show
And when I say I'm fine you should know that I lie
Wishing I could be with you on this Valentine's
Wishing I could be your fucking Valentine
(to everyone everywhere who's had that someone on mind that wouldnt get the fucking clue...this is for the assholes that didn't want to be with you...)
it doesnt have the same meaning it did to me back then, but maybe it will for another reader. So spread, but inform me where you post it.
"V-DAY"
Blood stains on the chocolate box
Blood soaked the teddy bear
Blood stains on the hallmark card
Blood soaked in everywhere
Because I poured my heart out too
It lessens my chance to be with you
In thought I die and in blood I sign
Just so I can be with you this Valentine's
Just so I can be your fucking Valentine
Too scared to be alone
Too scared to talk to you
Too scared to use the phone
Too scared to get a clue
I write this here and now just hoping you will know
The feelings i have for you I'm hoping to show
And when I say I'm fine you should know that I lie
Wishing I could be with you on this Valentine's
Wishing I could be your fucking Valentine
(to everyone everywhere who's had that someone on mind that wouldnt get the fucking clue...this is for the assholes that didn't want to be with you...)
it doesnt have the same meaning it did to me back then, but maybe it will for another reader. So spread, but inform me where you post it.