crying
i don't cry often.
no, i don't cry AT ALL.
i don't know how to cry.
i feel sorry for my friends because i really can't cry, sometimes, in situations where i should be.
my friend cried yesterday, and i wanted to cry with her.
my tears fill up from head to toe, but no tears ever came out.
it's like something's about to burst, and i can't get it out.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
so if anybody makes me cry, that's totally insane!
(except i wouldn't wanna cry cuz of a paper cut...)
anywayz, things just have been building up inside me.
i've been having the best moments of my life for the past few days, but there were just some moments i had to cry and get it over with.
but of course, it didn't work under any sad circumstances....
until......
today...
i was like this giant water balloon that was about to burst.
i had this anger, sadness, and everything else built up in me.
and i opened up my mail box.
i shouldn't have. but i did.
and there it was....a birthday card from my family.
they sent it a long time ago, but guess it just got here now.
i opened it up.
one of my students from the past summer wrote me a letter.
(she's such a sweetheart!!) i was like, 'awwww..."
and i opened up the letter from my brother.
my tears just didn't stop.
it was totally out of control!!! i was so overwhelmed.
it was really pathetic cuz i was crying out loud in my room, alone.
i almost couldn't breathe at the end.
it was only a letter from my baby bro....but HE MADE ME CRY!
(how rude! no, j/k. i love that baby boy.)
so i cried today. it felt good in the end.
i felt so pathetic, but good.
it's gonna be another million years until i cry again....but it felt good today.
my anger and every bad feeling inside of me bursted out.
crying is good -- satisfying, sometimes.
(my mom's or dad's card didn't make me cry though. it was only my stupid brother...lol)
no, i don't cry AT ALL.
i don't know how to cry.
i feel sorry for my friends because i really can't cry, sometimes, in situations where i should be.
my friend cried yesterday, and i wanted to cry with her.
my tears fill up from head to toe, but no tears ever came out.
it's like something's about to burst, and i can't get it out.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
so if anybody makes me cry, that's totally insane!
(except i wouldn't wanna cry cuz of a paper cut...)
anywayz, things just have been building up inside me.
i've been having the best moments of my life for the past few days, but there were just some moments i had to cry and get it over with.
but of course, it didn't work under any sad circumstances....
until......
today...
i was like this giant water balloon that was about to burst.
i had this anger, sadness, and everything else built up in me.
and i opened up my mail box.
i shouldn't have. but i did.
and there it was....a birthday card from my family.
they sent it a long time ago, but guess it just got here now.
i opened it up.
one of my students from the past summer wrote me a letter.
(she's such a sweetheart!!) i was like, 'awwww..."
and i opened up the letter from my brother.
my tears just didn't stop.
it was totally out of control!!! i was so overwhelmed.
it was really pathetic cuz i was crying out loud in my room, alone.
i almost couldn't breathe at the end.
it was only a letter from my baby bro....but HE MADE ME CRY!
(how rude! no, j/k. i love that baby boy.)
so i cried today. it felt good in the end.
i felt so pathetic, but good.
it's gonna be another million years until i cry again....but it felt good today.
my anger and every bad feeling inside of me bursted out.
crying is good -- satisfying, sometimes.
(my mom's or dad's card didn't make me cry though. it was only my stupid brother...lol)