Nov 18, 2005 10:38
I finished my art project yesterday and turned it in today...I am really happy with it. My art t.a. seemed like really liked it, we'll see though. I keep liking my art t.a. more and more, she's someone I really wish I could hang out with.
I got my major declared finally.....thank god. And an appointment....amazing.
My apartment already has a tree and christmas decorations including a christmas air freshener. I don't really understand why she already bought that stuff...considering no one will be there for Christmas....but I guess we will be having christmas on thanksgiving, new years on christmas, and valentines on new years? weird she created a totally new and **** calender.
Lately I have been getting really down...hopefully Thanksgiving and almost the end of the semester will help that.
I really hate people bragging...and I totally understand the difference between being happy and just telling people whats going on...but I am talking about like all out I want to show everyone how my life is better than yours. I do it to myself I guess because I will read people's webpages etc. when I already know it will probably make me angry, but I just can't stop myself sometimes. I really want to ask them why they feel the need to do this even thouh I can already guess why, I just want them to face it.
This week has been really hard...I hope things will get better quickly. I think its Karma because I had been really happy for a while and now the slow decline that started recently is probably for a reason...I also think its kinda strange because last year at this time I was down but something really good was about to happen to me...
Crossing fingers for this weekend.