Nothing is as far away as one minute ago
Nothing is as far away as one minute ago...I can't remember who said that but they are sharp.
I will try to keep this brief - but my trip to la was tops and aces. +Longbeach Aquarium/ lighthouse +Dodgers game +Art Museum/ King Tut Exhibit +Coast +Fireworks +Champagne +New/old friends +War of the Worlds...these are just a few random things. It was the most disheartening thing in the world to come home and then go to work where less than only 12 hours ago I was on the beach with him. And the hardest thing in the world was the airport...I think it only serves me right though because I always just had a lovely positive view of the airport and loved the excitement that I thought came along naturally with it...I guess I had to experience the cruel loneliness of it too. And f-ing Garden State why must you have that amazing unrealistic scene where he doesn't board the plane...why must you mess with our heads and portray something we want so badly but is completely unrealistic 99% of the time? I still love thee but if only you were possible. Okay I am done and sorry for it kinda being vague...I don't really feel like going much more into it on here right now. All of it is just killing me.
This afternoon I will be leaving for Tucson to visit Kamie. Hopefully it will get my mind off of things- and plus it will be nice to catch up with her anyways. It will be hard to drive there to only see one good friend though when there are so many memories and exspectations for seeing many- specifically a boy one.
There are other things I could definitly complain about too but I will stop...I am hoping this is just all morphing out of the trip home- I just need to stop thinking about things that I can't do anything about right now (but some reasurance would be nice).
Alright enough whining...this always f-ing happens anyways.
$+&@#
I will try to keep this brief - but my trip to la was tops and aces. +Longbeach Aquarium/ lighthouse +Dodgers game +Art Museum/ King Tut Exhibit +Coast +Fireworks +Champagne +New/old friends +War of the Worlds...these are just a few random things. It was the most disheartening thing in the world to come home and then go to work where less than only 12 hours ago I was on the beach with him. And the hardest thing in the world was the airport...I think it only serves me right though because I always just had a lovely positive view of the airport and loved the excitement that I thought came along naturally with it...I guess I had to experience the cruel loneliness of it too. And f-ing Garden State why must you have that amazing unrealistic scene where he doesn't board the plane...why must you mess with our heads and portray something we want so badly but is completely unrealistic 99% of the time? I still love thee but if only you were possible. Okay I am done and sorry for it kinda being vague...I don't really feel like going much more into it on here right now. All of it is just killing me.
This afternoon I will be leaving for Tucson to visit Kamie. Hopefully it will get my mind off of things- and plus it will be nice to catch up with her anyways. It will be hard to drive there to only see one good friend though when there are so many memories and exspectations for seeing many- specifically a boy one.
There are other things I could definitly complain about too but I will stop...I am hoping this is just all morphing out of the trip home- I just need to stop thinking about things that I can't do anything about right now (but some reasurance would be nice).
Alright enough whining...this always f-ing happens anyways.
$+&@#