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When I first came to this world, I honestly thought that since the universe was such a vast, wide place, things might be better. Back where I came from, chaos ran rampant whenever I watched the evening news. Nothing but despair was shown there, and I was left every day wondering how mankind could be that cruel.
So I honestly thought that maybe people here would be nicer. Perhaps that was a naive thing to think about, but surely there had to be better people in the world.
Was I wrong.
I got duped today, tricked by some total stranger who didn't even want to give me the time. I was foolish and trusted him too far, and in return he nearly got me killed just so he could watch for his own amusement. I bet he's still getting a few laughs about it too. Although I have benefited with some combat experience and a sad excuse for a weapon.
I just... cannot believe that people are still the same. Human nature is inherently evil at best, and it's the same no matter where you go, I think. Everyone I saw either had that dead, hopeless look in their eyes or were cruel evil beings like that man I encountered.
Is it so much to ask that I want to find someone who isn't dead on the inside? Someone who still believes in something? Surely, I'm know that, unfortunately, there are those who may not have been touched by religion with the universe being so vast, but someone could still have morals anyway... right?
Why am I doubting this?
It is late, and I need tea. I also need a safe place to sleep. If I sleep under that lamp again I'll probably encounter something worse than that red-haired devil, though I sorely doubt it.
Thank God I am still alive, but at the same time, I can see why She wasn't born all those years ago... maybe the interference of that man had nothing to do with it. She was born weak because her world was impure... and it still is.
So I honestly thought that maybe people here would be nicer. Perhaps that was a naive thing to think about, but surely there had to be better people in the world.
Was I wrong.
I got duped today, tricked by some total stranger who didn't even want to give me the time. I was foolish and trusted him too far, and in return he nearly got me killed just so he could watch for his own amusement. I bet he's still getting a few laughs about it too. Although I have benefited with some combat experience and a sad excuse for a weapon.
I just... cannot believe that people are still the same. Human nature is inherently evil at best, and it's the same no matter where you go, I think. Everyone I saw either had that dead, hopeless look in their eyes or were cruel evil beings like that man I encountered.
Is it so much to ask that I want to find someone who isn't dead on the inside? Someone who still believes in something? Surely, I'm know that, unfortunately, there are those who may not have been touched by religion with the universe being so vast, but someone could still have morals anyway... right?
Why am I doubting this?
It is late, and I need tea. I also need a safe place to sleep. If I sleep under that lamp again I'll probably encounter something worse than that red-haired devil, though I sorely doubt it.
Thank God I am still alive, but at the same time, I can see why She wasn't born all those years ago... maybe the interference of that man had nothing to do with it. She was born weak because her world was impure... and it still is.