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I haven't written in this thing in forever. I'm sick right now and am in the mood to just write... and to keep writing. I've decieded I don't really like Xanga... I don't know exactly why, but I just dont.
Okay, here are some updates over the last couple months:
So, I started going back to school. I am going to this little private school in Manchester CT, which is like 45-50 min away. It takes forever to get there and its a stressful tiring drive. Yes, I drive to and from school. I have my permit right now, so I can't drive the kids by myself yet. I can't do that until April. So anyways, school is okay good. I like the kids (most of 'em anyways) and I like the teachers and whatever. Its a quaint little school... very close knit and it seems like gossip spreads through the school like wild fire.... and wow, you get burned from it. So, I'm still working at drakeview, but I'm looking for a new job because they might be closing down or who knows what. I hope they stay in buisness though, because I would feel horrible if Nancy lost the shop.
Things with certain people are okay I guess. We still don't talk. I wish we could though. I miss him as my friend. I wish things would go back to normal; where we could have honest, real, deep conversation with out slashing each others throats. I did a lot of praying about the whole ordeal and I think I made things right on my end... and now I'm just leaving the ball in his court. I can only hope and pray that he works on himself enough to atleast make peace with me. That whole thing that went on caused a lot of tension between him and me, and especially with his family.Yeah, I just try to keep the whole thing in my prayers.
Well, I've started to date this guy from school. His name is Danny. I'm honestly crazy about the guy. I don't want to go too into details because people will just call me a love sick fool and I really don't want to hear that.
(sometimes I just wish that people could suck up their attitude, have a little character and be happy for their friends.... *sigh*) Hes a great a guy though.
Hmm... what else. Oh, I gave Beau away to a really nice family in Otis Mass. They are taking great care of him and I'm really happy that I found him a good place to be. Journey is doing well. I havent ridden him in forever..... I have no time because of school, which really 100% erks me. I'm not sure if I'm going to give him the winter off... or try to ride him all winter. I have to think about that.
Like I said a bit earlier, I'm sick. I have broncitis and two ear infections. Yeah, its no fun. I feel like I'm going to throw up... my mom said that the medication I'm on is probably making my stomach feel horrible. I'm glad that I get to stay home from school though. Three days of no school.... I'm terribly tired though... all I do is sleep. The doctor was wondering if I maybe have mono... but he said that because my glands arent crazy swollen... that I probably dont. But he said to be on the look out for that.
Yeah I dont know what else to write. I'm gonna go lay down I think.
Amore tu a tutti
Okay, here are some updates over the last couple months:
So, I started going back to school. I am going to this little private school in Manchester CT, which is like 45-50 min away. It takes forever to get there and its a stressful tiring drive. Yes, I drive to and from school. I have my permit right now, so I can't drive the kids by myself yet. I can't do that until April. So anyways, school is okay good. I like the kids (most of 'em anyways) and I like the teachers and whatever. Its a quaint little school... very close knit and it seems like gossip spreads through the school like wild fire.... and wow, you get burned from it. So, I'm still working at drakeview, but I'm looking for a new job because they might be closing down or who knows what. I hope they stay in buisness though, because I would feel horrible if Nancy lost the shop.
Things with certain people are okay I guess. We still don't talk. I wish we could though. I miss him as my friend. I wish things would go back to normal; where we could have honest, real, deep conversation with out slashing each others throats. I did a lot of praying about the whole ordeal and I think I made things right on my end... and now I'm just leaving the ball in his court. I can only hope and pray that he works on himself enough to atleast make peace with me. That whole thing that went on caused a lot of tension between him and me, and especially with his family.Yeah, I just try to keep the whole thing in my prayers.
Well, I've started to date this guy from school. His name is Danny. I'm honestly crazy about the guy. I don't want to go too into details because people will just call me a love sick fool and I really don't want to hear that.
(sometimes I just wish that people could suck up their attitude, have a little character and be happy for their friends.... *sigh*) Hes a great a guy though.
Hmm... what else. Oh, I gave Beau away to a really nice family in Otis Mass. They are taking great care of him and I'm really happy that I found him a good place to be. Journey is doing well. I havent ridden him in forever..... I have no time because of school, which really 100% erks me. I'm not sure if I'm going to give him the winter off... or try to ride him all winter. I have to think about that.
Like I said a bit earlier, I'm sick. I have broncitis and two ear infections. Yeah, its no fun. I feel like I'm going to throw up... my mom said that the medication I'm on is probably making my stomach feel horrible. I'm glad that I get to stay home from school though. Three days of no school.... I'm terribly tired though... all I do is sleep. The doctor was wondering if I maybe have mono... but he said that because my glands arent crazy swollen... that I probably dont. But he said to be on the look out for that.
Yeah I dont know what else to write. I'm gonna go lay down I think.
Amore tu a tutti