ch-ch-change
Its official. I quit the Sheep this week and in roughly two more weeks I will be working as a Design Assistant for a new show on HGTV.
Everything is new and different and crazy and scary right now, but nothing is bad. I feel awful about leaving the Sheep. Guilty and ashamed... it feels like I'm deserting my family. I love them so so so much but I need to do this.
I am also all torn up about it because interior design isn't 'smart' nor is it 'important' but its what makes me happy. Eventually, I'd like to go to school for either interior design or textile/surface design and focus on sustainability. In the meantime, this is a great way to find out if I actually want to plunk down the 100k on grad school.
I'm hoping to find my way back here more regularly. Also hoping to use my train commuting time to read more. Generally, I'd like to just find my way back to me.
I'm also thinking about chopping my hair off. I always associate chopping hair off with a fresh start and this is definitely the freshest I've been in YEARS!
... btw - is anyone still out there anymore?
Everything is new and different and crazy and scary right now, but nothing is bad. I feel awful about leaving the Sheep. Guilty and ashamed... it feels like I'm deserting my family. I love them so so so much but I need to do this.
I am also all torn up about it because interior design isn't 'smart' nor is it 'important' but its what makes me happy. Eventually, I'd like to go to school for either interior design or textile/surface design and focus on sustainability. In the meantime, this is a great way to find out if I actually want to plunk down the 100k on grad school.
I'm hoping to find my way back here more regularly. Also hoping to use my train commuting time to read more. Generally, I'd like to just find my way back to me.
I'm also thinking about chopping my hair off. I always associate chopping hair off with a fresh start and this is definitely the freshest I've been in YEARS!
... btw - is anyone still out there anymore?