Dec 27, 2007 00:42
its always something with me. something or another. that is a fact, always has been, always will be.
whenever i start off a convo with 'we broke up', its usually followed by half a sentence of advice cut off with me saying ' fuck you, shove it up your ass'...
then for any convo that survived that its me listening unknowingly for hours or day if you have the time.
thing is i always am cheated into, or decided to spend massive amounts of alone time drinking at my family's house and things are put into perspective for me, on my own. so here i am, half way drunk, half way reasonable, and completely happy and content. i dont think my confidence in tomorrow has anything to do with it. or how adamant about not answering the phone i am at this point. whatever.
doom day is hours away. time to watch back to the future and forget tomorrow is about to be here. good night.