Chemo so far...
I'm sorry guys. I haven't been on LJ at all for months. I've barely been on FB. I've just been so tired.
Basically, the first 8 days were nuthin special. My equilibrium was a little off and I was tired, but that's okay. However, day 9 hit me like a ton of bricks. I had severe motion sickness if I even turned my head. I couldn't stop throwing up. I could keep stuff down if I stayed perfectly still or went to sleep after each f*cking meal. I'm just now getting over that.
We finally got our Honeymoon in Hawaii and I'm writing from our neat little condo there. It's a beautiful place. We can watch the ocean right off the deck. We eat outside. There's not a beach around that doesn't have tons of lovely fishies. However ever since I got here, I spontaneously throw up. No nausea or anything, I just bring it up. The day before yesterday was the worst. We went to Volcano Ntl Park and I did nothing but barf the whole day. Yesterday though I think I broke the cycle. Haven't thrown up since.
However my next treatment is the 25th and I do not look forward to it. I just hope I get a good 8 days before it knocks me down again.
If my cancer is gone at the end, I'll admit it was worth it, but right now, I'm thinking I should have just gone with diet. Ugh.
Honeymoon was nice anyway. I just threw up a lot. Threw up after walking... after snorkling. Everything.
I'm feeling better now though. Just when we're headed home. I rented two movies on Itunes so I have something to watch on the plane, though I'll probably just sleep.
Basically, the first 8 days were nuthin special. My equilibrium was a little off and I was tired, but that's okay. However, day 9 hit me like a ton of bricks. I had severe motion sickness if I even turned my head. I couldn't stop throwing up. I could keep stuff down if I stayed perfectly still or went to sleep after each f*cking meal. I'm just now getting over that.
We finally got our Honeymoon in Hawaii and I'm writing from our neat little condo there. It's a beautiful place. We can watch the ocean right off the deck. We eat outside. There's not a beach around that doesn't have tons of lovely fishies. However ever since I got here, I spontaneously throw up. No nausea or anything, I just bring it up. The day before yesterday was the worst. We went to Volcano Ntl Park and I did nothing but barf the whole day. Yesterday though I think I broke the cycle. Haven't thrown up since.
However my next treatment is the 25th and I do not look forward to it. I just hope I get a good 8 days before it knocks me down again.
If my cancer is gone at the end, I'll admit it was worth it, but right now, I'm thinking I should have just gone with diet. Ugh.
Honeymoon was nice anyway. I just threw up a lot. Threw up after walking... after snorkling. Everything.
I'm feeling better now though. Just when we're headed home. I rented two movies on Itunes so I have something to watch on the plane, though I'll probably just sleep.