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So my therapist who was off sick, sent me a letter last week to say he was definitely back this week and sorry for being off. Then I get a phonecall today to say he's now left for good, but could I come in to see the asessment blokie. So now it turns out, I'll have to go back on the waiting list to see someone, and its gonna be a minimum 8 week wait. So its been 2 months fucking around with him ill, and now at least another 2 months before I get to see someone else. Why do I even bother.
So my therapists left, and my psychiatrists left now. And they wonder why I have abandoment issues...
Seriously one of the last conversations I had with my therapist in december was he was concerned with how I'd cope with the then predicted 3 week break. It's just a joke really.
So heres me, begging for help from them, and getting sweet fuck all. Hard not to feel let down and alone isnt it.